I fucking HATE life.
Asked this mousy librarian type girl out today, told me she was busy. She's tall, pretty, very thin, like a runway model sans makeup, ya know? And utterly silent and mousey, the quiet girl that everyone just ignores or walks over, the kind that may well be a fascinating person if you could get inside her defenses and understand her.
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Asked this mousy librarian type girl out today, told me she was busy. She's tall, pretty, very thin, like a runway model sans makeup, ya know? And utterly silent and mousey, the quiet girl that everyone just ignores or walks over, the kind that may well be a fascinating person if you could get inside her defenses and understand her.
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I am nothing. I am the complete absence of anything, the shadow, lacking in any real substance, the dark void. I am silence, the pause between breaths, the cool peace of the grave. I never existed, I was never there, you never knew me. You cannot see me, you cannot touch me, you cannot smell me, you cannot hear me, you cannot taste me. I...
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Molly Parker.
I saw Max today, and for a brief moment my heart ached. As she stood there, clothed yet naked, I couldn't help but fall in love. She was...liquid poetry. Each muscular curve of her body was emphasized by her movements, which in turn emphasized her perfect and unique femininity. She was woman, and I ached and bled for her in that infinite instant....
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I saw Max today, and for a brief moment my heart ached. As she stood there, clothed yet naked, I couldn't help but fall in love. She was...liquid poetry. Each muscular curve of her body was emphasized by her movements, which in turn emphasized her perfect and unique femininity. She was woman, and I ached and bled for her in that infinite instant....
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Freedom. Two weeks of nothingness stretch into my future like a path of gold. If only I had enough gold in my pockets to make the best of them... Well, I can only pray that I will meet a girl with a heart of gold, and then all will be worth it.
Waitin around for answers, wondering if I asked the right question.
violencejack:
Ah, seems I asked the right person, thank you.
tastysoup:
ask me ask me!!!! say something funny on my journal. or ELSE!!!
I R Teh Gimp!
no, wait,
I am the violent expression of me,
Wanting you to be
no, wait,
I am the violent expression of me,
Wanting you to be
Infernal government. In an age where instant gratification has reached new peaks, the government still insists on making things impossible. We must spank them. I have 2 weeks to get my ugly car up and running. I need a title and plates, and then maybe some light maintenance. What government officials will I have to bribe or blackmail to get what I want?
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violencejack:
/em, yes, if she got pregnant everyone would know of my evil, so best to hide all evidence and sterilize the girl.
violencejack:
Hey, wait a minute, the age of consent in Kansas is 16... WOOHOO! I get my jailbait jail free!
"The trick is to keep breathing..."
Garbage
Garbage
alisa:
thanks i just read about the sybian (sp) thingy. i'll go check it out. my computer isn't the best but i'll research it. 
oh i loved shakespeare in love it was so funny and yet cute at the same time. i was really surprised that i liked it but it reminded me a lot of mucht to do about nothing w/ kenneth branaugh and emma thompson.
xxx
alisa
oh i loved shakespeare in love it was so funny and yet cute at the same time. i was really surprised that i liked it but it reminded me a lot of mucht to do about nothing w/ kenneth branaugh and emma thompson.
xxx
alisa
drbensina:
Hey, I liked House of Yes. I've never seen as delightfully twisted a movie since.
And c'mon, thinking you're Jackie O is one of the better psychological problems I've heard of.
Holy crap, we have the same birthday. Not the same year, but you can't have everything.
And c'mon, thinking you're Jackie O is one of the better psychological problems I've heard of.
Holy crap, we have the same birthday. Not the same year, but you can't have everything.
Sometimes I feel like I would do anything to get a girl to tell me she likes me. Such desperation clouds my mind like a blanket of insanity that I feel like nothing is worth it if I am unloved, so why not do anything if only for a brief moment of approval before I self-destruct? Moments like that scare me. If humans are infinitely...
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roxxee:
We are moving to Wiesbaden. Unfortunately, I don't speak a word of German. But, I'm gonna take some classes on base. Btw, personaly, I don't believe in Hell. I know what it's like to feel like you have no identity without a significant other. It's a terrible place to feel that you are alone and unloved. I was married to a horrible, sadistic man and felt that way all the time. I would have and sometimes did anything to get his approval, just because I wanted to be loved. That didn't make me evil. It made me desperate and broken. I must tell you from personal experience that the person you WANT to be with will love you for who you are and expect nothing but you, yourself. I know everything I'm saying is pretty worn out but I swear it's true. 
Btw, personaly, I don't believe in Hell. I know what it's like to feel like you have no identity without a significant other. It's a terrible place to feel that you are alone and unloved. I was married to a horrible, sadistic man and felt that way all the time. I would have and sometimes did anything to get his approval, just because I wanted to be loved. That didn't make me evil. It made me desperate and broken. I must tell you from personal experience that the person you WANT to be with will love you for who you are and expect nothing but you, yourself. I know everything I'm saying is pretty worn out but I swear it's true. Today I flirted with my friend's mom, lusted after his incredibly hot sister, drank Chimay ale, a fine quality beer, bought steaks for my friends to barbeque, got sunburnt at a parade, held a baby for a good long time, told a young girl about why picking flowers is not as good an Idea as letting them grow, and told an accused shoplifter that mebee...
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dhill1:
sounds like you had a full day. All i did was work and take the dogs for a walk.
neon:
sorry. i didn't know they were all your threads. i was just putting them in the dumb threads. whoops. 