violencejack

I guess I am done with my goth moment. The black has come off, the blue is washing away.
I have decided that I am a whore, and Amanda is a virgin. Honestly, she doesn't even like to talk about sex. So, while I would dearly love to fuck her brains out, I recognize that she doesn't like the idea of anyone fucking her brains out, which makes us pretty well sexually incompatible. If I did finally convince her to marry me, I would eventually hate being with her just because I couldn't be myself with her. No jokes about buttsex, no doing it three times a day, no photographing her naked, none of the stuff I like to do, dirty whore that I am.
She is an amazing woman, and she brings out the sweet, loving side of me. It's a shame that is not enough.
I suppose I should add that to my list of important qualities in a woman I would marry. She has to be as comfortable in her sexuality and as sexual as me.
I'm a whore. I feel good about that.