Right. So, I guess I need to stop obsessing over the "let's just be friends" girl. Time to find someone new and responsive. Thing is, I keep saying that without doing it. Maybe I just need to stop talking to her altogether? I feel like that may be the only way I can let go of my feelings for her. I wish I could be her friend, but I just can't look at her without wanting to be with her.
This has gone on for soooooo long now. I really need to just let go. I guess maybe I'll never have a girlfriend as amazing as her, but if I keep doteing on her, I will never have anyone.
I have been so good to her, given her so much love, I should feel really good about that. Instead, I feel bad for giving up on something so incredibly important to me.
I have a dream of a love that is tender and giving and incredibly beautiful. Someday I will find a woman who shares my dream and create something so beautiful it can be described as epic.
This has gone on for soooooo long now. I really need to just let go. I guess maybe I'll never have a girlfriend as amazing as her, but if I keep doteing on her, I will never have anyone.
I have been so good to her, given her so much love, I should feel really good about that. Instead, I feel bad for giving up on something so incredibly important to me.
I have a dream of a love that is tender and giving and incredibly beautiful. Someday I will find a woman who shares my dream and create something so beautiful it can be described as epic.
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HEY DO YOU HAVE AIM OR YAHOO OR MSN? i wanna talk to you. fool.