It's been some six years since San Francisco. I've been halfway across the world and back, and here I am in the midst of nothing. I got stoned out of my mind for the first time since then. I like Jenna, she has HUGE boobies. She won't sleep with me, though. At least we are not fighting. What the fuck am I going to do with my leftovers? I don't smoke. I have responsibilities that preclude me from that. I'll gladly fight to make it legal, though. Still, I have a shitload,and Jenna has far more than she needs and I don't know anyone who needs it. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I need cute girly stoner friends.
The snow finally came, and it covered everything inches deep, as if to make up for lost time. No matter, I am finished with school and totally free. All I need is a cute stoner girl to snuggle with.
The snow finally came, and it covered everything inches deep, as if to make up for lost time. No matter, I am finished with school and totally free. All I need is a cute stoner girl to snuggle with.
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ezkim0x:
direction is only meaningless for an amateur, darling.
ezkim0x:
why must there be paths? Sometimes people have this wall they put up. like a slender maze. Traveling down the center of it.. afraid of the walls. There is no maze. There is no path. There is no predestined future. What happens is what happens. Through the mouth of an existentialist. We see. We observe. We conquer. Then we leave.. to the next endeavor. an ongoing cycle... That is the only DEFINITE path. but the rest.. the rest is unpredictable. So instead of following that one dimensional maze... travel at an angle that does not exist. Ive realized i try to make direction in my life. I try to make sense. I try to predict.. yet i am still a skeptic. I can sit here and look at this glass cup... and before i let go of it.. i think to myself, it may fall... but still i have this triggering instinct that it may not. We have these definitions that limit us. That make the infinite sound fiction. And yes. there may be predestination.. there may not... but someone once told me. Life is what you make of it... hope is for losers, Manifestation is for winners.