violencejack

God I am fucking tired. I moved, that didn't take too long. Now I am searching for a good, cheap car, and that is taking forever. Frustrating and lengthy process, it makes me want to sew razor blades onto my fingers and give myself a good once over, scratching everything that itches. My new roomie is also this woman. We have screwed once or twice, not because I want her, but just because there was noone else to screw. She says she understands our relationship is going nowhere, but I don't trust her. I want a girlfriend, but I don't need one, so I'm not doing anything girlfriend friendly. Maybe I should. After I get a car.