My roommate got married today. I was one of two groomsmen, he couldn't pick one of us to be best man. First time I have ever done a wedding. I cried just a little. I hope he's happy. I'm moving out now, to give them space, so I get a new roommate. I have to try to be nice to her.
Ya know, I look at a girl and I see lips, tits, hips, and ass, and, maybe it's just because I need to get laid, but I notice that maybe I need to have some connection with a woman, some shared interest or worldview besides a good shag. I wonder, though, does anyone share my interests? I like silence and peace, and batman comic books and playing everquest all day long without stopping and long periods of intense solitude punctuated by brief spurts of wildly frenetic impulse and energy. I like music and dance and women who don't wear enough clothing and bondage and bashing organized religion. My friends tell me if I pray, god will point out the right woman for me. I want to look at them funny when they say things like that, but I know they love me, so I can't rain on their good intentions. Hell, maybe if I became a good little christian then the world would be all better, but I don't think I could live without sinful excess. Would a good christian woman let me tie her up, eat her out, give her a rimjob, spank her pink, then fuck her repeatedly in all orifices?
Maybe I am completely fucked up, and all that I think I want is just psychological bullshit, stemming from my own insecurities, or maybe I am right, and churches are intrinsically exclusivist, and thus go against the universal love and tolerance that we should live. Or maybe it's everything, all of the above. I have nothing but time to figure it out, and since I have decided not to worry about getting a girlfriend, everything feels a bit more peaceful and good. I have faitht that everythign will fall into place, because somehow, it always does.
I want to hug you, to remind you that as much as I need love, someone else needs it more, someone right now has a gun, or a knife, or some drugs, and is so desperately alone and unloved that they are going to do something bad. Spread the love. Give it to everyone, even those undeserving, because if you are not spreading love, what are you spreading?
Ya know, I look at a girl and I see lips, tits, hips, and ass, and, maybe it's just because I need to get laid, but I notice that maybe I need to have some connection with a woman, some shared interest or worldview besides a good shag. I wonder, though, does anyone share my interests? I like silence and peace, and batman comic books and playing everquest all day long without stopping and long periods of intense solitude punctuated by brief spurts of wildly frenetic impulse and energy. I like music and dance and women who don't wear enough clothing and bondage and bashing organized religion. My friends tell me if I pray, god will point out the right woman for me. I want to look at them funny when they say things like that, but I know they love me, so I can't rain on their good intentions. Hell, maybe if I became a good little christian then the world would be all better, but I don't think I could live without sinful excess. Would a good christian woman let me tie her up, eat her out, give her a rimjob, spank her pink, then fuck her repeatedly in all orifices?
Maybe I am completely fucked up, and all that I think I want is just psychological bullshit, stemming from my own insecurities, or maybe I am right, and churches are intrinsically exclusivist, and thus go against the universal love and tolerance that we should live. Or maybe it's everything, all of the above. I have nothing but time to figure it out, and since I have decided not to worry about getting a girlfriend, everything feels a bit more peaceful and good. I have faitht that everythign will fall into place, because somehow, it always does.
I want to hug you, to remind you that as much as I need love, someone else needs it more, someone right now has a gun, or a knife, or some drugs, and is so desperately alone and unloved that they are going to do something bad. Spread the love. Give it to everyone, even those undeserving, because if you are not spreading love, what are you spreading?
dragonreborn:
there actually are a lot of " good" christian women who enjoy the bondage lifestyle. it's just getting hooked up with the right one. never worry about females, you'll find the 'right' one at some point. hell it worked out great for me. things do actually seem to fall into place.......if you give them the time to do it in. kick it
batattak:
I edited the gaybar thread with a new link.