"you are now rockin' with the best.."
after i turned 20 i made a rule regarding my birthday and celebrating. the rule is one should only celebrate their birthday every five years. to me that makes sense, rather than make a big deal out of all the middle years.
i prefer to be on my own either way. i think so many years being alone...
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after i turned 20 i made a rule regarding my birthday and celebrating. the rule is one should only celebrate their birthday every five years. to me that makes sense, rather than make a big deal out of all the middle years.
i prefer to be on my own either way. i think so many years being alone...
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"he sets off..the beauty in her..."
/begin ramble
you cut into me with one word..
you break me in two with that voice..
everytime i put myself back together i leave a piece behind..
the devils laugh when i still act surprised..
the angels look away when i fall to my knees..
i have become what no one else can see..
i live in shadow.....
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/begin ramble
you cut into me with one word..
you break me in two with that voice..
everytime i put myself back together i leave a piece behind..
the devils laugh when i still act surprised..
the angels look away when i fall to my knees..
i have become what no one else can see..
i live in shadow.....
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brokensanity:
happy birthday.
unruly_pin_up:
You are very welcome! 
Thank you for the congrats
Thank you for the congrats
"The leaves began to fall..and no one spoke at all..."
/begin ramble
idle listener meet humble observer..
trials of time past the gloom of low notes..
our lives are piano and violin..
the lonely man's orchestra..
i see more in your eyes than i hear in your voice..
perhaps in another life we could be lovers..
let us meet past the looking glass with heart's...
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/begin ramble
idle listener meet humble observer..
trials of time past the gloom of low notes..
our lives are piano and violin..
the lonely man's orchestra..
i see more in your eyes than i hear in your voice..
perhaps in another life we could be lovers..
let us meet past the looking glass with heart's...
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annalee:
I love the last line in that piece.
Thank you for the birthday note! I had a nice time 
Thank you for the birthday note! I had a nice time
aeryn:
again...love going withyou on these. Maybe she does exsist, but the time and place doesn't yet.
"Ich hab' keine Lust.."
/begin ramble
you ask me to show a little compassion..
the feeling is so numb to me now..
dreams don't make me cry anymore..
do my unseen scars make me more artistic?
should i cut a little deeper next time?
shed a little red just to get a thrill..
tie myself around your fragile shell..
like a hammer to glass the...
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/begin ramble
you ask me to show a little compassion..
the feeling is so numb to me now..
dreams don't make me cry anymore..
do my unseen scars make me more artistic?
should i cut a little deeper next time?
shed a little red just to get a thrill..
tie myself around your fragile shell..
like a hammer to glass the...
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aeryn:
"casual living is for daydreamers"...yes, though i feel that my day dreaming has led me to some very harsh reality
"temporarily pacify this hunger that's so cruel.."
/begin
my heart can weigh as much as stone when the mood is light..
my love can be pitch black on days the sun goddess gives a smile..
perfection lies in the subtle unique of your body..
each dip and curve i lick my lips in anticipation..
snowfall down your spine..
leave me here to find myself again.....
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/begin
my heart can weigh as much as stone when the mood is light..
my love can be pitch black on days the sun goddess gives a smile..
perfection lies in the subtle unique of your body..
each dip and curve i lick my lips in anticipation..
snowfall down your spine..
leave me here to find myself again.....
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annalee:
beautiful words, are you staying for a while now?
ohmandy:
lovely illl read it again and again whee my eyessgetb etter;
xo
m
xo
m
"Everyday is exactly the same..."
why is it depression always creeps in late at night when i have no one to talk to? i miss having someone to call on and empty my thoughts to during these down times.
i'm not ashamed to admit i've cried myself to sleep many times like some sort of hurt child. am i fool to be so sensitive? or...
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why is it depression always creeps in late at night when i have no one to talk to? i miss having someone to call on and empty my thoughts to during these down times.
i'm not ashamed to admit i've cried myself to sleep many times like some sort of hurt child. am i fool to be so sensitive? or...
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ohmandy:
dm
i got your email. i am happy to see you posting again. didnt want to comment as i know your sssenstive and didnt want to scare you away.
see you have new items on your profile! fancy things fur sure. will you write us another ramble or a poem on love?
mandy ann
i got your email. i am happy to see you posting again. didnt want to comment as i know your sssenstive and didnt want to scare you away.
see you have new items on your profile! fancy things fur sure. will you write us another ramble or a poem on love?
mandy ann
"i did it my way.."
i'm not even sure if anyone on my friends list even checks my page any more but regardless i want to take this time to apologize for a previous rant of mine (which is now gone). it wasn't aimed at anyone here but was just some emptied rage i had bottled up for a while.
i did hurt someones feelings...
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i'm not even sure if anyone on my friends list even checks my page any more but regardless i want to take this time to apologize for a previous rant of mine (which is now gone). it wasn't aimed at anyone here but was just some emptied rage i had bottled up for a while.
i did hurt someones feelings...
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bleunuit:
Best show on TV.
/begin ramble
casting a twisted shadow like a dead child of nature
who am i to believe everything will be just fine?
if i could only brush the aura of the angelic dames that frequent my daydreams..
wide awake and no chance to dismiss these visions of beauty..
if they only knew..
surrounded i can only stare and praise being a man..
surrounded i can...
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casting a twisted shadow like a dead child of nature
who am i to believe everything will be just fine?
if i could only brush the aura of the angelic dames that frequent my daydreams..
wide awake and no chance to dismiss these visions of beauty..
if they only knew..
surrounded i can only stare and praise being a man..
surrounded i can...
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"california dreaming..."
/begin ramble
we talked the talk in the mid of the night..
you called me baby when i peformed my little miracle..
subtle and quiet without a touch i made my mark on your trinket soul..
i took my leave after the game was over..
to the last and to the first i will always be the one to part seas and shatter...
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/begin ramble
we talked the talk in the mid of the night..
you called me baby when i peformed my little miracle..
subtle and quiet without a touch i made my mark on your trinket soul..
i took my leave after the game was over..
to the last and to the first i will always be the one to part seas and shatter...
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/begin ramble
i am the defiant mortal king.
my throne the highest mountains.
my crown the everlasting sky.
gods will yield.
goddesses will succumb.
i am the infinite spirit.
mountains will fall.
lands will rot.
i am the only one.
blood will thin.
breath will give.
i am...
/end ramble
i am the defiant mortal king.
my throne the highest mountains.
my crown the everlasting sky.
gods will yield.
goddesses will succumb.
i am the infinite spirit.
mountains will fall.
lands will rot.
i am the only one.
blood will thin.
breath will give.
i am...
/end ramble
aeryn:
no I AM.
again..as always..great
again..as always..great
ohmandy:
dm
nice to read your new rambles. do ya think that the last line should have only two periods though?
i am..
think it would be more you.
mandy
nice to read your new rambles. do ya think that the last line should have only two periods though?
i am..
think it would be more you.
mandy
/begin ramble
there are things we can do in the dark..
travel to the all the right angles and defy the prism..
spread the wings and praise the mists of the morn..
headphones and earth tones sky clad to the bitter end..
re-live and re-die stack the whys and whens for a closer look..
be mine in plush velvet and midnight..
lock your legs and...
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there are things we can do in the dark..
travel to the all the right angles and defy the prism..
spread the wings and praise the mists of the morn..
headphones and earth tones sky clad to the bitter end..
re-live and re-die stack the whys and whens for a closer look..
be mine in plush velvet and midnight..
lock your legs and...
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ohmandy:
this causes emotions in me i did not know i had! beautiful dm!
you have that wonderful way of making everyone think that the poem was written just for them. i'm guilty of thinkin that here
mandy
ps i think to be a really good poem writer you do need to be able to let the reader think it is for them. kinda like when a singer sings a song to the audience each person thinks they are singing just to them. now im rambling! so nice to see a journal entrie from you.
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you have that wonderful way of making everyone think that the poem was written just for them. i'm guilty of thinkin that here
mandy
ps i think to be a really good poem writer you do need to be able to let the reader think it is for them. kinda like when a singer sings a song to the audience each person thinks they are singing just to them. now im rambling! so nice to see a journal entrie from you.
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[Edited on Mar 17, 2005 4:32PM]
[Edited on Mar 17, 2005 4:33PM]
annalee:
Thank you! Why did you take away your profile, you're not really going are you?
[Edited on Mar 22, 2005 6:19AM]
[Edited on Mar 22, 2005 6:19AM]
Trust me the "war" is far from being over at 24...