I"ve been in a really bad funk for the past month and I think I'm starting to come out of it. Everything that has been making me feel frustrated/stressed built up and I kind of had a breakdown of sorts last night. This is part of the reason I haaven't been as commenty to some, so please don't take offense. I did a lot of thinking on the drive home today and here's some of what I decided:
* Hopefully I will only be living with the family for a short time and will have to do everything I can to get a place of our own for Cheeba and me.
* Think I would like to get into marketing once I'm settled with the new company. I need to do something more creative.
* I need to get over my man problem or lack thereof. It's OK if I'm not with anyone. I need to take advantage of coming out of a 13 year relationship by casually trying a little bit of this and that.
* I need to stop taking things so literally and stop thinking. As of right now I want my mind to be a lifeless blob that does not overanalyze things.
* I"m starting everything over from scratch basically and should emrace that.
* I'd like to thank laceyglove, mallenfoto for the support, Aaaaaah for admiring my bone structure and clavicle on a regular basis and telling me that anyone I do get involved with should do so too, Chris for listening to me and while admitting he thinks I"m strange not acknowleding the fact if he thinks I'm just plain old crazy and gersguy for listening as well.
* Thanks for the those who commented on my first PSW set. I originally took the pictures for something else and it was a spur of the moment decision.
* I would like some spanks soon as that is a big source of frustration right now.
* I am such a dumbass sometimes.
So happy Halloween Saturday to everyone. I hope everyone has fun plans. I'll be spending a quiet evening packing, drinking that wine and reading Edgar Allen Poe.
I was just tagged a 2nd time so I may not do all 20:
1. I'm wearing the same socks I wore yesterday.
2. I am howeve wearing clean pink and black underwear.
3. I am a horrible procrastinator.
4. I think with my heart more sometimes than my head and am trying to work on that.
5. I like red hots melted into my applesauce
6. I LOVE Halloween and am really happy I have a child so I have an excuse to dress up and go trick or treating
7. I have a birthmark on my ass
8. I was a tamborine girl for exactly 2 weeks for my friends band. We only played in the basement and our best songs were Holli's bored and Jellybeans.
9. I drive too fast.
10. I love to buy lingerie, nevermind the fact that I rarely wear any of it.
11. At the age of 31 I"m still finding out who I am.
12. I like to kiss and have my hair played with.
13. I like to eat cold pizza for breakfast.
14 I'm really freaked out by moving and dont know why.
15. I religiously paint my toes every sunday night after taking a bath and drinking a glass of wine.
16. I think thats enough.
17. I'm not afraid of real things but stuff that's not likely to happen: alien abduction, tornadoes, ghosts, having bamboo shoved under my big toenail.
Who to tag? How about silvereve and releventswitch. Sorry guys.
* Hopefully I will only be living with the family for a short time and will have to do everything I can to get a place of our own for Cheeba and me.
* Think I would like to get into marketing once I'm settled with the new company. I need to do something more creative.
* I need to get over my man problem or lack thereof. It's OK if I'm not with anyone. I need to take advantage of coming out of a 13 year relationship by casually trying a little bit of this and that.
* I need to stop taking things so literally and stop thinking. As of right now I want my mind to be a lifeless blob that does not overanalyze things.
* I"m starting everything over from scratch basically and should emrace that.
* I'd like to thank laceyglove, mallenfoto for the support, Aaaaaah for admiring my bone structure and clavicle on a regular basis and telling me that anyone I do get involved with should do so too, Chris for listening to me and while admitting he thinks I"m strange not acknowleding the fact if he thinks I'm just plain old crazy and gersguy for listening as well.
* Thanks for the those who commented on my first PSW set. I originally took the pictures for something else and it was a spur of the moment decision.
* I would like some spanks soon as that is a big source of frustration right now.
* I am such a dumbass sometimes.
So happy Halloween Saturday to everyone. I hope everyone has fun plans. I'll be spending a quiet evening packing, drinking that wine and reading Edgar Allen Poe.
I was just tagged a 2nd time so I may not do all 20:
1. I'm wearing the same socks I wore yesterday.
2. I am howeve wearing clean pink and black underwear.
3. I am a horrible procrastinator.
4. I think with my heart more sometimes than my head and am trying to work on that.
5. I like red hots melted into my applesauce
6. I LOVE Halloween and am really happy I have a child so I have an excuse to dress up and go trick or treating
7. I have a birthmark on my ass
8. I was a tamborine girl for exactly 2 weeks for my friends band. We only played in the basement and our best songs were Holli's bored and Jellybeans.
9. I drive too fast.
10. I love to buy lingerie, nevermind the fact that I rarely wear any of it.
11. At the age of 31 I"m still finding out who I am.
12. I like to kiss and have my hair played with.
13. I like to eat cold pizza for breakfast.
14 I'm really freaked out by moving and dont know why.
15. I religiously paint my toes every sunday night after taking a bath and drinking a glass of wine.
16. I think thats enough.
17. I'm not afraid of real things but stuff that's not likely to happen: alien abduction, tornadoes, ghosts, having bamboo shoved under my big toenail.
Who to tag? How about silvereve and releventswitch. Sorry guys.
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Enjoy the weather today.....it be nice lady!
Remy