How do you end things without being a total bitch? The answer continues to elude me.
I'm really to be nice, but now I think I've been too nice. I realize it's hard to stop your feelings once someone tells you that they don't want to be with you anymore, but after a downward decline of 4 yrs including a year and a half of... Read More
Pietasters show was excellent. It was almost as though RP were there anyway. She goes to shows with me, but is not an active participant. Not so much as a head nod,finger snap or toe tap. She's worried people will laugh, this from a girl who regularly dances on stages and bars with me when we go to clubs. I'm really big on taking in... Read More
It's Friday. Today was audit day from hell at work, but I survived. RP backed out of going to the Pietasters, so I guess I'm going alone. It's silly, but I've never gone to a show or bar or anything alone and it makes me feel kind of funny.
I think it's sad when people get married and all of a sudden their whole identity... Read More
I want our marriage to be a happy marriage but not one of those where our friends go "oh, hell, now they're married, no more getting drunk and stupid in front of the TV at 1AM again."
Let's, huh?
I have been to 100 or maybe 200 movies by myself, back in the day.
Maybe whenever I DO get out there it will be streaky time! Probably entry level twilight streaking would be best. Maybe with a couple of those deer in the headlights celeb-candid flash photos.
Honest to God my best buddy lives in Reston ... I'll be out there sometime again not too many moons from now.
Ok wallowing is done. I know it's over silly stuff and that there is a lot I should feel thankful for. Even while I'm wallowing I feel like this is silly, get over it. I'm ready for change.
Here's my morning thus far:
*naked yoga - it made me laugh and I realized my kitchen blinds were up.
*more gypsy love tea - it's so... Read More
This is my unhappy journal update, so you may not want to read it.
I'm at a point in my life where I need to figure out what I'm doing. The high point is definitely my litttle boy. The low point, well I hate my job, I'm not sure I want to be here and I'm not sure what the next step is. It's probably... Read More
I don't like the Today Show this morning. I didn't catch everything and maybe I should have, but they had a segment on "Maybe it is better to stay together for the kids". I really have a hard time imagining what case that would be true. I like to think that I have made the right decision. I mean, if you are truly unhappy with... Read More
Hi Lady...so are you ready for the annoying storm...if my power goes out I will be sooooo mad! I hate long periods of rain and since i live on the water my road so always floods it sucks!
Damn, I guess I forgot to sleep last night. I haven't been tucked in properly in a while and I've decided thats what the problem is big sighs
This morning:
*couldn't find my comb, so i had to use my fingers. now i have clumpy dreadlocky beach type hair today.
*drank some gypsy love tea. can't say i feel more lovey or gypsy like but... Read More
It's attack of the wedding part II. Our chirpy little bird friend is now busily planning the fall harvest extravaganza bridal shower for yet another bride to be. How can one stand the suspense of the outcome of this wedding? Repeated requests are thrown around asking for fall ideas and apple bobbing fun. Karma, I did something bad and this is my karma.
theres a lot of skechers on ebay. I got a pair of them that have light up wheels, for sonic drive ins..... pretty damn cool seeing as how I LOVE SONIC and there are NONE in the midwest.
search for "skecher skates" or "skecher 4 wheeler" and you'll get some results.
there also were some retro styled nike skates made. but the skechers are more reasonable and readily available on ebay because they discontinued the line.
and theres always rinks skates. you can still buy those perfect white skates online. but the tennis shoe ones are more fun!
It's fall. I'm back at work. I'm tired. I have a ton of work on my desk. It's a good day to go to the beach and read. I have a short vacation 2 weeks from Wednesday to the outerbanks. Should I count down the days now. Can I have another vacation driving through the country alone? Do I have to listen to honeymoon recap... Read More
i have metallic blue but ive been looking at it for like 2 weeks and the purple for like 4 so i really needed to change it and really wanted to just brighten things up.
i know nothing fo eyeliner. im not even sure i would even know where to buy it in the store. i know nothing about makeup thats why i always have someone else do it for me but i want to learn a few things
This is my I cant sleep update. If I update this early, it means I can still do another one tomorrow after I'm awake, If I get to sleep.
Things that may seem silly but make me sad right now:
* going back to work tomorrow. a mountain of work, honeymoon update, inevitable visit from my boss, and finding out if my property has sold... Read More
September 11th. I can't say that I was there or even near there. I feel the same sadness that everyone else does when the images and memorials are shown. What I do think about most is this: There was a girl, Angie, who was killed in the Pentagon. I wasn't best friends with her and lost contact with her after high school. What I can... Read More
I cant WAIT to get you in trouble with your new neighbors!!!!!
squuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeaallll!