vintige

i hate my father right now........he basically told me that i should have succeeded in killing me self.....how more fucked up of a thing could a father say to his daughter.........i really feel like cutting....i fucking hate his words right now, i will never forget that, ever...........he might as well just fucking shot me in the face and finished me off....i just cant stop my self from anything right now.....and so i just dont know what to do...i just left his house didnt say bye or anything i just left and chain smoked the rest of the way home..........i was having such a great day...and all was good until he brought up the unfortuante death of one of my closest friends who was killed four years ago, he said that he deserved to die, nobody desrves to fuckijng diie, suicidal people are just crying out for help........i need to, i need to fucking, well i wont get into it, it's not the place to say what i am thinking....