vintige

ok, im fucked..i have had the worse day ever, i just found out that my car is royally un-screwed, literally, i have no bolts holding my p/s pump to the engine, so its about to fucking fall off..........my grampa is seriously ill in the hosp. now for a week and a half..........i still have no job...........i still have not finished my wedding dress........i ran out of my 5 medications, which keep me sane and out of the crazy house, and my fucking psychiatrist wont refill my scripts...so im going through withdraws and that is not fun and very dangerous.....i could have a massive heart failure from withdraws......so im freaking the fuck out....and i cant fix my car cuz i have no money cuz i have no job ...and i have no job cuz i cant use my car for a fucking interview.....and i have been going to bed at 8 am and waking up at 11 am....for about a week now........so im running on 3 hrs. of sleep.......and i havent eaten for about a week now.....cuz im so stressed the fuck out...oh ya and i just ran out of cigs. .............
sad face ....................im just FUCKED

good night SG land

xoxoxoxo

what to do????????