Hello SG!
You may or may not have seen me and my presence knocking around these parts, for what will be 20 years this January, but I’m Sid, the ever-changing Suicide Girl who started her journey on the beaches of Rhode Island and ended up somehow in Colorado’s mountains!
(My first Boston apartment)
Life has tugged me to and fro, and I might not be fresh-faced and 19 anymore, but I still have more adventure and fight in me. I’m hoping to maybe make another major move in the not too distant future. Part of the reason I’m lucky enough to be able to do so, I owe to my life-long friendships I made here on SUICIDEGIRLS.COM
(Friends along the way)
One of my favorite things about SG is I felt welcome around the world. I met girls in other countries, fans in other countries, it was crazy! Even today, 20 years later, many, many years after shooting such fun sets (I still prefer shooting a set with a theme), I know there are people I can call on when or if I need them and pick up right where we left off.
(How I look these days)
Now I totally wouldn’t ever say I won’t shoot another set for SG, because I will in a heartbeat! I’m just one of those unique weirdos who needs the perfect idea, and prefers to have a photographer rather than shoot their own photos. My last set, Pastel Stars, did waaaay better than I expected, but there have been some huge changes in my life since then, which have caused me to decidedly focus on much needed self-esteem and self-improvement.
It’s crazy how the nostalgia for the good times comes back to you when you go through some bad ones. A lot of the old skool members came out of the woodwork for me when I was struggling not too long ago, and well, you guys deserve some of the credit for bringing the old fun me back and not letting that girl go. So thank you, guys.
(From my first set “Bass Player”)
What was supposed to be a “what it’s like to be an OGSG” piece has sort of turned into a thank you/love letter to SuicideGirls, my supporters, and almost-teary eyed appreciation to a place I always feel safe and know I have a community in. Thank you for accepting me. My life would be so different without SG in it, that’s for sure.
I hope to share much more to come with you and the world, new members and og members alike. I really wish everyone could have a piece of the SG experience I’ve had. To be embraced by strangers and no longer have strangers left, is truly a gift not many are lucky enough to receive. I don’t know where I’d be now if I didn’t take the leap to model here! Sometimes I don’t even want to imagine that life.
x0x0,
☠️-@sid-☠️
