vintagebelle's SuicideGirls Blog

Sometimes I wonder who I really am. There are so many sides to me, I don't know which one is real. It depends who I'm with. I can be funny and sarcastic, to most people I meet. Sometimes I'm the sweet little innocent girl with morals, sometimes the devil comes out. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, other times I am the happiest girl in...
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holdendeforge:

Yeah everybody has those moments. Mostly we are good people who do things sometimes that we are not so proud of, but the fact that we acknowledge that points to how we are really. I guess sometimes the opposite applies. As life goes on you keep learning about yourself all the time and new experiences and new people influence you so you do change.
I work in IT by day and drum in a band at night. I have to be two different people but at the same time retain the sense of who I am. Sure I can have a laugh etc at work but you have to know when to pull on the reins, you can't take things as far. Sometimes you adapt to a situation consciously like that, sometimes you do it without thinking and then ask yourself "why did I just act like that?". The fact you recognise that probably means you won't do it next time.

I wouldn't worry too much.

Aug 19, 2004

brokenhouse:

hello simmer
thanks for accepting...yet another inch closer to my faith in humanity being restored.
regarding your last journal entry, i am only going to repeat whats been said before..
we all feel like that sometimes, it's just we are all very clever at hiding it, which to the onlooker makes them feel they are the only one feeling it. (did that make sense?)
i hope you are feeling better now anyway.
take care and hopefully speak soon
see ya

Aug 24, 2004

I've had the best week. Last Sunday we went out for Rocky's birthday. Loads of people that I hadn't seen since college broke up were there. Met Stacy's boyfriend - he was a fucking psychopath.

People kept nagging me to do my Nadia impression