Thursday Oct 21, 2004

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I had the most awful dream last night, I couldn't stop crying and I was shaking and kept breaking down every 30 seconds.

Dear God please never give me another nightmare like that and never ever let it come true.
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burstandbloom:
* sending good dream vibes *
agata:
kiss

Thursday Oct 14, 2004

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The other night was pretty cool.
Went to the Goose with Stacy, gathered a few people along the way. Hayden came in, and Ashley - some guy who went to my school years ago - Adele, Paris.

Had a bit to drink. Went to Pizza Express, which Stacy paid for. I cannot get enough of P.E's Chicken Caesar Salad love

Back to the pub. Ashley got...
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extreme:
amazing eyes smile
hermes:
The mind is a devilish thing. Far better though to have an imagination than the reverse! wink

Saturday Oct 09, 2004

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Being a virgin is annoying sometimes.
I'm only 18 but there's so much pressure on teenagers to have sex. People who I've known since birth are out shagging like rabbits.

Good for them.

But I feel like this voice in the back of my head is saying "don't leave it too late, it'll be embarrassing and noone will want you eventually." The other half of...
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cheshire_house:
i'd say you're waiting for someone who deserves you.

Pete sounds like someone who'll make you feel horrid. I don't want that to happen to you...i can't afford the plane ticket to come chase him down. wink

I don't think you ever have to worry about nobody wanting you. You're far too enchanting, and much too interesting for that to happen. If you're a virgin 20 years from now, you'll still be beating men and women off with a stick! (we've a nice selection, and today's special is oak. :lol: )


love
trip_fontaine:
Just randomly found you ..thought i'd say hello ..as my god you sound like a young female version of me ... you poor thing wink

And on your journal entry .. wheres the rule book that says 'thou must have done it by so and so age' . When its right you'll just know , don't worry about it.

Also 'the lovely bones' was a rather nice book .. i'd never read anything quite like that before.

Thursday Oct 07, 2004

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I had a job interview today with the oh-so glamourous Marks and Spencer.
I was a little nervous but it went alright. I was just shitting myself about this practical assessment thing.

What they wanted me to do was go downstairs into the shop, with Clare (my interviewer) behind me marking me. I had to start up conversations with random people and look like I...
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brokenhouse:
about 2 months ago i saw the wierdest thing in the covent garden branch of m&s.
to try and attract a younger crowd, they had hired a dj to play pumping underground house. only thing was they had put him by the food hall.

didn't look that cool next to the buy one get one free oranges section!

see ya wink
madmann_83:
awww.... dude that sux. did you get the job? good luck!

Friday Oct 01, 2004

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Yesterday was crazy. Went to the pub and sat with Pete whilst I waited for Ed. Pete insited on holding my hand, stroking my legs and kissing me (my cheek, thank god). I just don't know how to say no to the guy. If I tell him to stop he goes weird so I don't know what to do other than let him touch me....
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luis:
Yeah I hate that friendship rule but it's saved a couple friendships of mine.

OK so if you can't say Fuck Off to someone who's feeling your leg then tell him 'I don't want you feeling my leg or kissing me randomly, it makes me uncomfortable' Any guy who's not just trying to bed you would chill out. If you just want to bed him too then fuck it I guess.

And I find it odd you post in your own journal. Most people on SG reply in the other persons journal. blush
luis:
Not sure what you mean about the friends thing. I try to get to know my friends on here a bit, so I don't add people randomly, and I've met probably at least half, as most are in GA and have gone to events.

Wednesday Sep 29, 2004

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I'm looking for jobs, but the ones YOU find are better.
I send my CV of to jobs but YOU want me to send a lot more.
I guess next I'll find a job but YOU want me to earn more.

I'm never fucking good enough for you, am I mother? Tell me something, why the fuck haven't YOU got a job. Yes, you have...
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ignignot:
oh yes, very much so.


damn aftershanve makers


I think all bottles of aftershave should say right on them "DO NOT BRING ANYPLACE NEAR YOUR GENITALS"

then I would not be in this mess at all.
vintagebelle:
surreal
Would have thought it to be common sense actually, but you know... kiss

Silly! shocked

Tuesday Sep 28, 2004

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I'm bored. Watching Spiderman 2 on DVD. I want my own Peter Parker! love He'd be perfect.

Latest obsession is Joaquin Phoenix - he's so hot! I think I'd still pick Tobey Maguire though blush

How are you all? Who/what are you obsessed with at the moment? kiss
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vintagebelle:
Mmm. I want to be MJ. Be the damsel in distress and get rescued by Spidey and be carried through the city *le sigh*
daisie:
*waves hello* I'm not on the harry forum unfortunetly, Spiderman 2 is wicked biggrin

Sunday Sep 19, 2004

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How fucking embarrassing. Some guy at The Adge (club) was doing... I don't know what and somehow skidded across the floor and took me out with him.
Was pretty funny actually, and I did get a free drink out of it smile

Also... I think Gavin is ignoring me? Just you wait. Maybe today he was being a moody cunt cos his girlfriend has gone away....
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pretty_kitty:
OH MY GOD THIS IS MAD BECKY X X X X
vintagebelle:
OH MY GOD!!!

*HUGS* hahahaha I still cannot believe it.

Wednesday Sep 15, 2004

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Seeing Harry tomorrow night, which I'm really looking forward too. More drinking and laughs all round.

Spent the last two weeks practically living in The Goose. Fancy one of the staff there so I've picked my very own spot to sit and drool. love

He should be at Envy tomorrow after I get back from the Harry gig *fingers crossed his girlfriend won't be there*

Sunday Sep 05, 2004

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I made my very own website :-)
OK, with a lot of help from a certain SuicideGirl and some friends.

Ch-ch-check it out.
http://www.shewalksinbeauty.net

I want to go to the pub, I really really do.
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holdendeforge:
Hola. Cool site indeed. smile
vintagebelle:
Thanks smile
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