Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

vinegarvalentine

the looking glass house

Member Since 2003

Followers 51 Following 66

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Tuesday Jun 15, 2004

Jun 15, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
My great grandma (old grammie as in called here in my rude innocent youth)
Has past on. I wanted to scream at her funeral as the man in robes preached to us "she is in heave...we Christians...as Mathew said... pray for your sins...let us pray..." lift your fucking veil!!! no one makes me feel more bizarre, uncomfortable and unwanted than my dear relations, can you believe my papa started telling at me for being such a fuck right next to her grave (I was five minted late because the directions he gave me were worse than "you can't get there from here"... but I did learn some surprising facts about old grammie she survived the depression on pork fat and potatoes skins, she one sang on radios (WHEB, a station that plays optic rose!) and in burlesque halls, and she out lived 3 husbands!

.... and while I was morning my grammie and suffering the love and company of my family my band got totally fucked over. In the words of my dear friend Otto of wormdr1v3:
we went to set up, and he didn't have any di boxes. 'They got stolen, and
I'm not buying any more!". Okay, no problem, we'll run into the snake. He
only hooked us up mono, wouldn't give us the stereo feed. So the whole
time, only one side of the drums were playing, so he had to keep cranking
the volume so we could here them. We had nothing in the monitors at all, it
sucked. Basically, he fried a power amp and blamed us and our drum machine.
But he's the sound guy and it's his stupid fault. I even mentioned dot him
that when Sean did the sound everything was great, but all he did was tear
into me. So fuck him, that place sucks anyways, but we still wanted to play
shows there. It just sucks that he wouldnt' listen to us, I told him we
needed a stereo signal, that why he couldnt' hear anything, 'cause it was
only one side playing, you know?
So we are banned for life. At least I can take refuge in the
fact that {name omitted} is a fucking retard with business and he's going to run the
Bomb shelter into the pits, the same way Chantilly's was run into he pits.
Thats where most of those rejects came from anyways
I was also told latter that they thought Optic Roses stage performance was too controversial and that our music was too weird the eights are over, its time to evolve or fucking die off. This is the second club to cancel us because we are different... the first time it happened was at the Meadow brook inn. The night before the show we were setting up when the owners daughter wondered in. she took one look at us and ran out of the room screaming there are a bunch a drug addict freaks down there and they plan on bringing more freaks and faggots. Then the fight ensued. She cancelled the show on us. I spit in her face. I prayed that she would swing at me, as Ive never been in a physical altercation, but she ran into a bathroom and called the police. We were escorted off the property. It just not fair that club owners can cancel a gig whenever they fucking please. I detest New Hampshire, New England and stagnate minds. Now the Bomb Shelter. I never would imagine that yokel FCC fever would strike there.
A wicked world indeed and I just want to be her cover girl

In good news Optic Rose will still be performing at the Kittery Lions Club
June 18 th, at four pm $8, (this is a festival show, there are 12 other bands!)

Optic Rose will be spinning their songs as well as their influences and fellow local acts from 5-6 on 91.3, WUNH June 30.

And Optic Rose will be doing a two hour special on 93.1 WMFO on July 14 from 8-10.

WE have also been added to FNXs local mix, and we finished three new videos. We are also wrapping up our next LP Whitechapel They keep pushing us down, but we, the sadomasochist that we are, just keep crawling back for more (at least I like it on my knees)
wink kiss skull
***working on buliding a huge caffiene tolerance, picking flowers in my head and laying them next to old grammie, wishing for a new world, a new home a new family and new perspectives for all those rotting in the mind***
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
cgilbe1:
man oh man, sorry about grams. though it sounds like she lived a rad life. the same thing happenned when my grandma died a while back. at the funural i found out all this crazy stuff about her i wish i woulda known when she was alive...made me wish ida been better friends with her. as for the show business....fuck that. "too controversial"?! yeah god forbid we wouldnt want our music to push boundaries.... morons. utter morons congrats on the police escort though!
id go to your show except im in chicago till sep. see ya at a show when i get back though!
cheers matey
Jul 4, 2004
omniscient:
hey, i was over my friend's house the other day and i saw that he had an Optic Rose sticker on his sterio. heh, i have yet to hear your stuff, but i'm sure i would enjoy it. speaking of music, after 8 years of playing saxophone in the school band, i have started to compose my own stuff (techno/industial/acid jazz type stuff). check it out at my site. i only have two songs right now, but that will soon change once i get some more stuff in the mail.
Jul 6, 2004

More Blogs

  • 09.12.06
    11

    Tuesday Sep 12, 2006

    normaly i hate it when actors break down the third wall but, hahahah…
  • 03.06.06
    9

    Monday Mar 06, 2006

    Crash goes one window then the other and I am the little imp holding …
  • 02.12.06
    9

    Sunday Feb 12, 2006

    A random collage of goings on a. the science fair was loverly! I g…
  • 01.17.06
    9

    Tuesday Jan 17, 2006

    a little man crawled into you nostril while you were sleeping and he …
  • 01.04.06
    3

    Wednesday Jan 04, 2006

    Ahh another show another morning waking with blood stained hands and …
  • 12.29.05
    6

    Thursday Dec 29, 2005

    http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1250/1208/400/nyeflyer.jpg
  • 12.29.05
    0

    Thursday Dec 29, 2005

    Read More
  • 12.03.05
    6

    Saturday Dec 03, 2005

    coverd in talcum powder we took the stage art acting and action! oh h…
  • 12.03.05
    0

    Saturday Dec 03, 2005

    Read More
  • 11.11.05
    7

    Friday Nov 11, 2005

    Or, two beautiful reviews, two automobiles die. The fates meddle a…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
19
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,589 SuicideGirls
  • 1,123,647 followers
  • 14,908,343 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,362,923 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo