I can say that I'm tired. but I'll sleep when I die. rambling. incoherent. thoughts racing. chasing. vanishing. someone once called it an earache in my eye. Try as I may. try though I might. the pain these thoughts contain. she ain't coming home. not with me. oh no. not tonight. Fly high. fuck that rhyme. people rarely realize time is a sphere. just like...
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You know what.
Throw everything you got, because no matter how hard I get beat down I will always fight. I can be isolated from everyone but I will not conform to these illogical rules. So set everything in opposition, yet know that when that day comes... the line will be drawn in the sand.
Cable Out.
Throw everything you got, because no matter how hard I get beat down I will always fight. I can be isolated from everyone but I will not conform to these illogical rules. So set everything in opposition, yet know that when that day comes... the line will be drawn in the sand.
Cable Out.
2. 3. 4.
So sick of this, this drama that floats around me. shit swimming by smiling at me, telling me thank for being here. say goodbye, and they say we don't try yet we always get our hands slapped away now its time to play.
To the universe: We have tried to follow natures way, we have given, we have taken. we don't want...
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So sick of this, this drama that floats around me. shit swimming by smiling at me, telling me thank for being here. say goodbye, and they say we don't try yet we always get our hands slapped away now its time to play.
To the universe: We have tried to follow natures way, we have given, we have taken. we don't want...
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Does anyone have a cigarette for me, I'm running on the last one and I still have 2 more hours of work @ the radio staion. Coffee is in supply, but it's not the same with out cigarettes. That's what I feel like right now... Coffee with out it's cigarettes. You should be able to get the analogy...
Cable out.
Cable out.
What do we have to say... not much at this point, other than the decision, yet to be written in blood, that we will soon leave to go back home.
And no. we won't be able to get back to outer space right now, but the city of rain is close enough.
Spasiba, Sydni...
and Venusless. thanks for having a conviction, I picked up some...
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And no. we won't be able to get back to outer space right now, but the city of rain is close enough.
Spasiba, Sydni...
and Venusless. thanks for having a conviction, I picked up some...
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Am I happy? No.
Am I sad? Negative.
Am I angry? Sometimes.
Am I alone? Always.
And I'm not talking in the sense of "woe is me", save that shit for Robert Smith. No, it's just like Sydni said... we need to leave. I am surrounded by people everyday, yet I walk among them like a ghost. Silence is a sound I've become accustom to,...
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Am I sad? Negative.
Am I angry? Sometimes.
Am I alone? Always.
And I'm not talking in the sense of "woe is me", save that shit for Robert Smith. No, it's just like Sydni said... we need to leave. I am surrounded by people everyday, yet I walk among them like a ghost. Silence is a sound I've become accustom to,...
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Now is not the time... but change is imminent.
The frequency is not right... trying to find the right code.
The frequency is not right... trying to find the right code.
sydni:
happy birthday!
heard you're moving back here.......that sounds like it will be a good thing for you.
heard you're moving back here.......that sounds like it will be a good thing for you.
Stepping through my shadow...
Coming out the other side...
Stepping through my shadow...
46 & 2 are just ahead of me.
Coming out the other side...
Stepping through my shadow...
46 & 2 are just ahead of me.
krispix:
<3 Tool.

The clock slowly crawls to Midnight, yet it is midnight somewhere else already, give me 3 hours to write my mind...
sydni:
i just realized you have the same birthday as my ex boyfriend. that scares me....
hope your hollydaize were good to you!
hope your hollydaize were good to you!

If I were Jesus, I would have quit by now.
There are two sides to every argument, each side trying to persuade and prove to the other that their way is the better. Conversly, trying to argue that the other's way is in the wrong. But what happens when one side admits that they are both to blame, and not seeking to atone but merely...
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There are two sides to every argument, each side trying to persuade and prove to the other that their way is the better. Conversly, trying to argue that the other's way is in the wrong. But what happens when one side admits that they are both to blame, and not seeking to atone but merely...
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reptilia:
Do they name bears in zoos?
About arguing, I shy from it always. The entire point of arguing is incredibly stupid, no one hardly ever changes his opinion, with wasted time as a result. It takes so much effort for no change... I'm surprised it is so popular. Maybe it's a fad.
About arguing, I shy from it always. The entire point of arguing is incredibly stupid, no one hardly ever changes his opinion, with wasted time as a result. It takes so much effort for no change... I'm surprised it is so popular. Maybe it's a fad.
sydni:
only you can stop yourself from being a better person. Trust me, I know it's true. You just have to make the tough decisions sometimes. 
