The film has been going well, 21 days done so far, only 3 more to go. Long days, bad food, hard work, but what else is new. I have lost 17 pounds in the last 3 weeks, that shows how hard I have been working.
As far as my non-work life, things have been better. I just moved into a new apartment in North Hollywood because my roommate owed a lot of money in back rent and we got kicked out. Yay. On the good side, I do like my new place and I am looking forward to living alone again.
The past few months have taught me something about myself. I am way too understanding and calm when people do something bad to me. I have recently had people fuck with my love life, financial well being, living situation and friendships and I just seem to sit back and take it. Someone on the film commented to me how I always seem so calm and relaxed when the DP is yelling at me for no reason at all except his own stupidity.
I have decided to stand up for myself more. I need to stop being so fucking understanding towards other people and start speaking my mind. And from now on, if someone does something bad to me, they are going to hear about, I am tired of being the calm one. I have feelings too.
As far as my non-work life, things have been better. I just moved into a new apartment in North Hollywood because my roommate owed a lot of money in back rent and we got kicked out. Yay. On the good side, I do like my new place and I am looking forward to living alone again.
The past few months have taught me something about myself. I am way too understanding and calm when people do something bad to me. I have recently had people fuck with my love life, financial well being, living situation and friendships and I just seem to sit back and take it. Someone on the film commented to me how I always seem so calm and relaxed when the DP is yelling at me for no reason at all except his own stupidity.
I have decided to stand up for myself more. I need to stop being so fucking understanding towards other people and start speaking my mind. And from now on, if someone does something bad to me, they are going to hear about, I am tired of being the calm one. I have feelings too.
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I know what you mean about being too understanding and calm. I'm only like that with people that I'm close to though.