So much on my mind, no one to talk to.
I guess it's true that some things are too good to be true.
Since my birthday, I have really been thinking about my life and what I am doing...changes I want to make...I have become oddly more creative, writing and enjoying music more.
I want a motorcycle since I just got my motorcycle license and I want to bring my car down to LA to begin restoring it, I need something in my life to focus on. I'm pathetic and really have no hobbies anymore...work, sleep, look for work, sleep, and all over again. I used to be a really good trumpet player, made models, worked on cars, and now I don't.
I eat too many hamburgers and watch too much TV.
It's time for a change of sorts I think.
Sitting...stoned...trying not to cry...
I guess it's true that some things are too good to be true.
Since my birthday, I have really been thinking about my life and what I am doing...changes I want to make...I have become oddly more creative, writing and enjoying music more.
I want a motorcycle since I just got my motorcycle license and I want to bring my car down to LA to begin restoring it, I need something in my life to focus on. I'm pathetic and really have no hobbies anymore...work, sleep, look for work, sleep, and all over again. I used to be a really good trumpet player, made models, worked on cars, and now I don't.
I eat too many hamburgers and watch too much TV.
It's time for a change of sorts I think.
Sitting...stoned...trying not to cry...
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redvillain:
you should always try to make time for what you love
surlyclown:
Hang in there. I'm still looking for my 'place.' Of course I'm not sure that will offer any solace. Finding a balance is key, but of course it's hard too. I know writing is the one thing that's keeping me sane at this point.