The ever over hyped, loved, hated, dismissed, depressing, fun holiday. Valentine's day.
Every Feb. 14 of my life I have spent alone, except for one and it was in vain for she did not love me back. i've grown up and im no longer angry or jealous that so many around me have someone, it just makes me...alone.
Part of me is afraid to get...
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Every Feb. 14 of my life I have spent alone, except for one and it was in vain for she did not love me back. i've grown up and im no longer angry or jealous that so many around me have someone, it just makes me...alone.
Part of me is afraid to get...
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briscoe:
thank you dear
keep your chin up <3
amarena:
I didn't pay the 300 bucks to send out for the specialty part. l'm getting a new laptop instead. 
The Good
Despite the damage the car took, it still runs as good as it did. My headaches and ribaches are gone, my knee is a bit sore but it's going away. I've met a girl, kinda we've gone out to dinner and breakfast a few times, she seems into me, she thinks im extremely cute, I still don't see it but I'll roll with...
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Despite the damage the car took, it still runs as good as it did. My headaches and ribaches are gone, my knee is a bit sore but it's going away. I've met a girl, kinda we've gone out to dinner and breakfast a few times, she seems into me, she thinks im extremely cute, I still don't see it but I'll roll with...
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epiic:
tytyty for the bday gift
i thought this year was going to be so depressing but actually it was the best bday iv had.
and i didnt know you were in an accident! are you ok?
i thought this year was going to be so depressing but actually it was the best bday iv had.
and i didnt know you were in an accident! are you ok?
starfuck:
thanks for your worddddds, I saw black swan and is awesome, hope you're fine, and never forget, i love youuuuuu 

ah! and justin bieber sucksssssssssssssss
ah! and justin bieber sucksssssssssssssss
Got into a car crash. I'm in alotta pain. Life sucks.
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starfuck:
ooooooooooooooooooh my godd!!!!
hope you feeling better honey! Im sorry, send you lot of kisses and hugs!
remeber... love you

remeber... love you
derrivetboi:
I'm sorry man, I just went through that like 6 months ago myself. Hope you feel better.
briscoe:
i'm so sorry to hear about what happened to you! and i really appreciate your comments. and your ill-will towards the stupid bastard who assaulted me. ditto to whoever assaulted you. and happy belated birthday! 
epiic:
how was the party hun?
I apologize for being absent here. Someone whom I was attracted too, I asked out and she ripped my feelings out. She wrote me a long letter explaining why, it was so difficult to read I havent even finished it, every word is like a stab to the heart. I'm shattered from this she basically she I wasn't good enough for her.
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joliette:
Yikes.
This sounds terrible. I hope you feel better ASAP. Doesn't sound like you deserved any of this.
Wishing you the speediest of recoveries.
briscoe:
well i think you're lovely (and i'm sure many ladies would agree)! i know it probably doesn't feel like it right now, but it's her loss.
now, on to more important matters: are you okay? i'm thinking of you and sending my happiest, healthiest vibes your way. i've felt similarly before, i've had a 'i had to go somewhere for 3 days' moment. please believe that it gets better. when i'm in pain, i always think that old saying that you're never given more than you can handle is bullshit. but after many, many low times, i've come to realize that it is true. try to keep your chin up. you'll get through this.
be safe, take care, feel better!!
now, on to more important matters: are you okay? i'm thinking of you and sending my happiest, healthiest vibes your way. i've felt similarly before, i've had a 'i had to go somewhere for 3 days' moment. please believe that it gets better. when i'm in pain, i always think that old saying that you're never given more than you can handle is bullshit. but after many, many low times, i've come to realize that it is true. try to keep your chin up. you'll get through this.
be safe, take care, feel better!!
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epiic:
hey hun ^.^ WE ARE FEATURED FRONT PAGE
vide0dr0me:
Groovy baby.
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epiic:
waiting/excited
remod66:
Full of the Marx Brothers and Woody Allen! More to come... hope yours was a blast and I'm looking forward to something wicked...
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vide0dr0me:
yes I saw the obvious nods/rip offs of Brazil, Oldboy, and others but still a fun movie.
And Epiic ikes my hair spiked funky? Well I just might have to do something about it.
And Epiic ikes my hair spiked funky? Well I just might have to do something about it.
starfuck:
how nice blog! I like to see when you smile: D you look beautiful! 




The holidays are really getting to me. Most of my friends are either with there other friends or families. No one bothered to invite me anywhere. I won't even be able to see my family on Christmas because I have to work. Hell even people at Mcdonalds get Christmas off.
My cousin and his wife's house was broken into yesterday. TVs, laptops, clothes, even the...
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My cousin and his wife's house was broken into yesterday. TVs, laptops, clothes, even the...
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starfuck:
Thanks for writing me, I've been trying for days to answer all messages, sorry to hear about your cousin, do not understand how there are "people" so bad in this world can not earn money and material things working ... very bad, my brother happened this year, gives much anger and pain ... I am very sorry about everything for the child, their gifts, and all that
I understand you, in everything you've written, do not feel alone here. I think we are several people that if we care to respond (as quickly as we can), I send many kisses and hugs. I hope you spend a relaxing holiday, and I am 100% agree with Epiic.
Hugs dear!
love U!
I understand you, in everything you've written, do not feel alone here. I think we are several people that if we care to respond (as quickly as we can), I send many kisses and hugs. I hope you spend a relaxing holiday, and I am 100% agree with Epiic.
Hugs dear!
love U!
amarena:
Babe, you gotta cut that Eeyeore shit out!!!

I care for you deeply and have not forgotten you or stopped wuvving you, dammit!
I'm sorry to hear about the shit storm you've been dealing with lately. Blech. That sucks.
Let's chat on AIM or FB, dude!
kisses and hugs, and a playfully scolding slap on the ass!
-Amarena
