"There is no greater woe than in misery to remember the happy time"
I deep cleaned the place today, felt good to have everything in order again. I am slowly climbing my way out of debt, a few more bills left. I have some stuff in collections but it will have to wait for another day, Im not concerned about it. I don't enjoy having loose ends but with the way Im paid at my job sometimes it comes down do I have enough for myself, I really wish my situations and stress were money bound but I know its the same ol' song played and it's a tired cliche'.
My digital camera is dead, the battery cannot charge, I was going to film a small introduction to Inferno but it may end up being text or from my camera phone, well see.
Sad news again, I will NOT be able to make it to the SG Halloween party in Ohio, I was excited to finally meet some of the gorgeous women on the planet in one spot, however it will have to be another day that Im graced by all of your beauty. Once again Im truly sorry.
SAW 3D comes out tomorrow, I am excited, the last one, I enjoyed all the Saw films so far but I will admit it has to end. When you get to part VII in a series its usually a dry well so Im excited to see the bloody conclusion.
Right now my life is boring, Im just trying to focus on clearing up the bills, work on Inferno and find a better job. I haven't really tried in the relationship department, after the last 3 girls who left me and stood me up for douchebags I'm not concerned with meeting anyone.
Thats still a mystery to me, why some women are attracted losers. If you want a guy who treats you like shit then good job you found it. My heart is NOT full of Misogyny, its in fact the opposite, its just....nice guys finish last.
I felt an act of betrayal too. One of my best friends is getting married and his girl is a good friend of mine too, in fact I was the one who set them up, anyways I was thought I would be his best man, I would consider it a great honor but instead he choose his brother. Now I understand family is first but his brother is not family. His brother time and time again has fought with the family, stole from the family, caused nothing but problems. He has 3 kids with 3 different women all of which he does not see or pay child support for any of them. He is constantly in trouble with the law, and the list goes on and on. I felt it was kind of a disgrace to make such a piece of shit your best man, brother or not. I'm more of a brother to him. Am I overacting?
My ankle is feeling much better but my beloved Bo dog seems to be sick, he isn't his cheerful self lately and Im a bit worried.
It's very late and my mind is racing but my vessel is weak and tired, so I will leave you with some Marilyn Manson.
Such a powerful song.
I deep cleaned the place today, felt good to have everything in order again. I am slowly climbing my way out of debt, a few more bills left. I have some stuff in collections but it will have to wait for another day, Im not concerned about it. I don't enjoy having loose ends but with the way Im paid at my job sometimes it comes down do I have enough for myself, I really wish my situations and stress were money bound but I know its the same ol' song played and it's a tired cliche'.
My digital camera is dead, the battery cannot charge, I was going to film a small introduction to Inferno but it may end up being text or from my camera phone, well see.
Sad news again, I will NOT be able to make it to the SG Halloween party in Ohio, I was excited to finally meet some of the gorgeous women on the planet in one spot, however it will have to be another day that Im graced by all of your beauty. Once again Im truly sorry.
SAW 3D comes out tomorrow, I am excited, the last one, I enjoyed all the Saw films so far but I will admit it has to end. When you get to part VII in a series its usually a dry well so Im excited to see the bloody conclusion.
Right now my life is boring, Im just trying to focus on clearing up the bills, work on Inferno and find a better job. I haven't really tried in the relationship department, after the last 3 girls who left me and stood me up for douchebags I'm not concerned with meeting anyone.
Thats still a mystery to me, why some women are attracted losers. If you want a guy who treats you like shit then good job you found it. My heart is NOT full of Misogyny, its in fact the opposite, its just....nice guys finish last.
I felt an act of betrayal too. One of my best friends is getting married and his girl is a good friend of mine too, in fact I was the one who set them up, anyways I was thought I would be his best man, I would consider it a great honor but instead he choose his brother. Now I understand family is first but his brother is not family. His brother time and time again has fought with the family, stole from the family, caused nothing but problems. He has 3 kids with 3 different women all of which he does not see or pay child support for any of them. He is constantly in trouble with the law, and the list goes on and on. I felt it was kind of a disgrace to make such a piece of shit your best man, brother or not. I'm more of a brother to him. Am I overacting?
My ankle is feeling much better but my beloved Bo dog seems to be sick, he isn't his cheerful self lately and Im a bit worried.
It's very late and my mind is racing but my vessel is weak and tired, so I will leave you with some Marilyn Manson.
Such a powerful song.
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I will try to get lots of pics....yesss amy winehouse is like the green light to be totally obnoxious FTW!
you would be a fat man if you lived at my house, that's all I'm sayin about that