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Let me paint you a picture.....

My "date" ditched me. 5 Minutes before I am at her front door she calls me up saying she wanted to invite her ex! I told her I would feel too uncomfortable with it and she said it was okay and then when I get there she changes her mind saying she cant go because it would give off the impression we were on a date (DUH!) So she ditches me right there saying she cant go. She prefers to try and get back with the guy who cheated on her and left her. What in the fuck? Is there something wrong with me? Be honest from what you know about me, am I horribly deformed or too weird?

Now this going to sound extremely sexist but in my life its always been true and I am so angry I could give a fuck less who I upset

Women always run back to guys who treat them the worst. Never in my life have I had one of my guys friends go back to a horrible ex-girlfriend. Some many times my female friends or lady friends have gone back to guys who are

- Cheaters

- Drug Users (and Im talking weed, Im talking heavy shit)

- Criminals

- Losers (no job, no dreams, no purpose)

What is it? Looking back when I was a teenager I understood why girls liked the older guys, the cars, the freedom, the excitment, Im in my fucking 20's and I grew the fuck up. Why in the fuck dont they grow up too?

Now I am just sick and pissed at the men who treat women like trash too. Its digusting and there not worthy to be called a man, more of a gutless pig.

Ugh so I missed out on seeing two of my favorite bands because I had no one to go with so here I am drinking, upset and pissing about the house.

Another teaser from project Inferno kinda reflects how I feel right now.







I'll be fine in the morning, just sick and tired of being used. Im not a fucking rag doll and Im not your "just in case" boy either.