October is upon us. My favorite month. The weather, the atmosphere, the festivals it has such an array of emotions and attachments to it.
Type O Negative's album October Rust is a must for this month, so if you don't have it; steal, buy, burn, rip a copy for yourself its the perfect companion for October.
My car was giving me problems. First up it wouldnt start up right as if it was constantly too cold to catch, I knew it wasnt the starter but it was (sigh) the fuel pump, luckily I fixed it with little problems and my car was running great for about an hour. On my way home from the store my car wasn't shifting but I get it home and I start worrying its the transmission, but it wasn't! My car was leaking fluids and I found out the slave cylinder (sounds sexy doesn't, my slave cylinder)
was damaged so I walked to the auto store, bought the part for about $13.00 and replaced it. It was a bitch in a half to put back on though, 15 minutes to get off (that's what she said) but eventually I got it and my car is running better now.
So all you sexy SGs and the rest of the ladies, yes I am this good looking and I know how to fix cars! (knocks on wood) It was a victory! -But Im still single
Another one of my friends I just found is getting married and I am very happy for them but at the same I feel and Im not sure if this is the loneliness talking but I know so many people who take love and a relationship for granted. They never really seem to realize how lonely it can be, I mean there are days where I will go and not talk to anyone. As vocal and open as I am to most people when it comes to having deep seeded feelings for someone it can be a struggle, I can become very shy. I'm afraid to get close to people because I don't know how to do it. Just don't take what you have for granted, go to your wife, husband, boyfriend, girlfriend or whomever and give them a big hug and kiss because you could be on the other end of the spiral with me.
I only bring this up because its a year ago today that my first true love shattered my heart and left me to pick up the pieces, nothing has filled that void sense.
How I miss her so.
Type O Negative's album October Rust is a must for this month, so if you don't have it; steal, buy, burn, rip a copy for yourself its the perfect companion for October.
My car was giving me problems. First up it wouldnt start up right as if it was constantly too cold to catch, I knew it wasnt the starter but it was (sigh) the fuel pump, luckily I fixed it with little problems and my car was running great for about an hour. On my way home from the store my car wasn't shifting but I get it home and I start worrying its the transmission, but it wasn't! My car was leaking fluids and I found out the slave cylinder (sounds sexy doesn't, my slave cylinder)
was damaged so I walked to the auto store, bought the part for about $13.00 and replaced it. It was a bitch in a half to put back on though, 15 minutes to get off (that's what she said) but eventually I got it and my car is running better now.
So all you sexy SGs and the rest of the ladies, yes I am this good looking and I know how to fix cars! (knocks on wood) It was a victory! -But Im still single
Another one of my friends I just found is getting married and I am very happy for them but at the same I feel and Im not sure if this is the loneliness talking but I know so many people who take love and a relationship for granted. They never really seem to realize how lonely it can be, I mean there are days where I will go and not talk to anyone. As vocal and open as I am to most people when it comes to having deep seeded feelings for someone it can be a struggle, I can become very shy. I'm afraid to get close to people because I don't know how to do it. Just don't take what you have for granted, go to your wife, husband, boyfriend, girlfriend or whomever and give them a big hug and kiss because you could be on the other end of the spiral with me.
I only bring this up because its a year ago today that my first true love shattered my heart and left me to pick up the pieces, nothing has filled that void sense.
How I miss her so.
I do love October though.