Aww, cheer up. I would try to give you a little pep talk entry, but when you're feeling fucking shitty, I know that doesn't help. I've definitely been there. Hell, I'm there right now too - lonely, getting screwed over by boys left and right, and even worse, having to listen to my roommate fucking her annoying boyfriend in the next room every night. AAARRRGHHH. Could they be anymore obnoxious?? Plus, I'm still jobless and in heavy debt... I got caught for shoplifting, so now I have to pay buttloads of $$ in fines. Fucking corporate system. Grrr. I'm karmically scarred for life. I bring it upon myself I suppose. Anyways, I'm sure that didn't cheer you up, but I'm just letting you know that there's someone here who understands. Thank god for antidepressants, booze, and weed. Where would I be without them?
Take care... this too shall pass.
xoxo, CC