arg lately i just feel like everything is sucking soooo hard. even work which i like feels like chore. arg. i want me a gal but the only gals i'm seeing cant even return my phone calls... although one does have a decent excuse. it still sucks. you get to that point where it doesn't matter whether you really are or not... you just start to feel all ugly. man that sounds girly. and that really sucks. i hate being girly. 
cailin:
oh merr. you aren't being girly, you're just being honest. we're all girly sometimes. 
devildoll23:
alex! do me a huge favor and tell eric to respond to my e-mails so i know that hes getting them... also tell my family that im okay and i cant call them because the phone cards dont work here... those bastards... 