vidalwolf

hmmmm, so i haven't written in a while. no one really reads my journal anyway so it prolly doesn't matter. but on the other hand, no one's gonna read it if i don't update it and well, shit, i don't blame them. if came december, i was still reading the same halloween entry, i wouldn't read me either. so anyway, christmas is all coming up so my problems revolve around no job to acuire cash and thus aquire presents for the friends and family (luckily many of my friend's like my painting abilities so they actually buy me the stuff to paint and then i make it and somehow that counts as a present, ahhhhh, what few friends i have do indeed rock). other than that, i guess i just wish i had someone special to celebrate the holidays with. i mean i am a pagan so christmas doesn't mean much to me and i am not quite up on the whole actual traditions of yule so i just kinda wish i had a gal to cuddle up with and be warm in front of the fire. if i had that i might actually get up the motivation to put on a fire in the fireplace in the first place (pauses for breath) (breaths) (ahhh, better ). so yeah, well happy freakin hollidays to yall.
-fenris