well i do journals relatively infrequently to never but i'm trying to get better. anyways, i have gotten sooooooo much better at painting it is disgusting! so that's good! i painted a werewolf recently and the damn thing looks like its gonna jump to life. other than that i'm pretty much the usual. crappy. girls are seriously bringing me down. i'm starting to feel like a lepper or something. you'd think a man could get a date in this city. yeah, yeah. guess i'm still whiny, but i'm lonely, so whiny goes with the territory. anyways, somewhere along the way through all the depression my fighting spirit has returned for apparently no reason so i'm going back to work on my comic book project. god i love my actors (the comic book uses alot of photography so technically, yes, the comic book utilizes actors). well i'm gonna go now and mull about. leave me some love.
fredericka:
