vidalwolf

so yeah, my period of elation has come to a haulting end. i love working on my project and most days it is all that is keeping me going; but, it's just not enough. no man can be an island for as long as i have been. it's been over 3 years since i've had anything meaningful in my life with regard to female companionship and over a year now without even a date. its just getting brutal. and yes, this is whiny and narcissistic of me to bitch here but honestly what the hell else is an online journal for. i just feel broken and defeated in my very heart and that ain't right... not at all.