vidalwolf

well i got totally drop kicked in the face by this girl tonight. i feel like such an utter asshole. but i mean come on, the girl wrote in her effin on-line journal in so many words that she booty called me the night i was away in philly. then when i make a move on her based off of that, she effin tells me i mean nothing to her and that she was drunk when she wrote that. one: she shouldn't have written shit like that if she didn't mean it. two: after sobering and realizing she didn't mean it, she should have taken it the fuck down so i wouldn't see it. seriously what the fuck. and it isn't like she didn't know i liked her!!! i swear to god. after i had my awesome realization that i rock on my own, it would have been nice to not get kicked in the balls. luckily i can sustain it due to said realization but seriously why? god i feel real ugly right now. but fuck that. cause i ain't ugly and i refuse to let some self-centered bitch let me feel this way. ok rant done, getting off of soapbox.