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Oh man!!! I have some awesome pictures for you!!!
Too bad I am having so much trouble making anything go right.
Fuck.
I am so full of murderous rage, you have no idea.
Grrrr.

It can't ever be an ongoin thing; one fuckup, deal with it, something else goes wrong, deal with it, and so on.
No.
Every single aspect of life always has to completely fall apart at the exact same time.
Then when you're trying to glue everything together, some of the pieces get mixed up.
Then you're really screwed.
And nothing is the way it was.
Too bad that's superglue in your hand.
That shit is really sticky.
Trust me.
A couple months ago, when Eric still lived with me and Karl, I was tring to superglue a ceramic horse back onto an ashtray I dropped.
I had a new birth control patch in my hand and somehow glued my fingers to the package.
((There was paper stuck to my fingers for days.))
I screamed because fuck that glue is gluey!!! and I had never superglued my fingers before, so I was a bit scared.
Haha, Karl and Eric were both like "It's okay, look, we glued our fingers too. Calm down." as they purposely glued their fingers.
I think I was crying a little bit.
They gave me hugs and then I left them to superglue without me.
Too bad that shit won't fly in a metaphorical sense.
I'm on my own with this anyway.