Life has a funny way of working things out. My cousin, Nhan Pham, was killed in a hit and run February 9th, 2014. I found out at around 3:30am in the morning from a cousin of mine who lives in Houston. I dont know how to feel right now, but im just trying to keep myself as occupied as possible because I hate being left alone with my thoughts. If I had to pick between being alone or around people, I pick people in a heart beat. It's hard not thinking about him though. What kind of human being leaves another person to die, and doesn't even in any way apologize? Not to say that an apology would mean anything, but at least it's better than leaving my cousin, out on the street to die by himself. He was out celebrating a promotion he got at work. He lived such a rough life growing up and he was only just starting to turn it around. I hate people so much. Fuck everyone.
In other news, my friend Kenji keeps trying to hook me up with his girlfriend's friend. I honestly am too emotionally caught up in things right now that I don't even care. Not to say that she doesn't sound great, and sure she and I have similar taste in things, but I just kinda find other girls attractive. I'm being a dick by not being honest, but can you seriously expect anything from me right now?
Btw, always open to having a pen pal. Might as well make a new friend while I'm down on hard times. Not creepy, just grieving.
