my arse is soooo tired
as my mental health is returning to me, i am making an even more vigorous effort to get into ungodly shape that i was in before my father attempted to ruin my family by leaving, as sticking around for twelve years just did not do any justice to the institution of domestic easter european violence
i visited a friend in the hospital today
the psychiatric 911 center specifically
i think all is fine, its just hard for anyone to switch countries and then grow up with no values in a country such as this one
what happens is that the person gets consumed by emptiness. shit, i've been there look how happy i look in my profile pic
yup thats a side effect of living in the east side of the world when you are little and then living in the west side of the world when you are grown up,
so my sub point is
"STAY OFF THE WEESSSSIDE YOU CRAZY GANGSTA BIATCHES OR I SHALL BUST A CAP IN THAT ASS AND THEN PROCEED UPON THE GETTING OF THE MEDEIVAL UPON ALL OF THAS SHIZZAT"
More importantly, to sum things up: i figure if i end up in Holland when im an old man i shall have a joyous and complete existance making teen sixteen DVDs with legions of surrogate mothers with whome i shall breed an army of darkness who will shake the very foundatoins of this world, leading to a dark order that shall last at least two years longer then the THIRD reich and will collapse in a mass murder/suicide of all stupid white people.
but my point is that legalized prostitution is an excellent revenue for any state that is having trouble balancing the budget, and that basketweaving is an excellent hobby for all people to take up, espessially thirty year old virgins who think that watching a movie while cuddling with me requires a guilt trip email the next evening and a thesis on the need for a greater spirituality amoung hot young males and all males in general
so, choosing to not be an emotional pin cushion or one of those stress relieving "choke bitches snakes", or being a bitch that just gets choked when someone needs to take the edge off and they FORGOT their heroin in the self lockin dash of their Lotus and are too fucking drunk to either fuck or find the keys to their lotus, or are too 'out of it' to remember that its a keyless retinal scan system", (comma)
I am not being the gimp, and i am moving on to someone younger
who um, plans to have sex at least sometime in their lifetime, someone who eats with their mouth full and is a snappy dresser, someone like geneva or black cat, but lives in MY shitty city.
someone that will not press charges
oh yeah, she also felt that i was to young, not skinny enough (she has no curves if u know what i mean, and plans for her children to share and inherit the same horrible fate), and she also thought i should get braces or something called a retainer for the gap in my teeth, ugh, talk about hang ups.
as my mental health is returning to me, i am making an even more vigorous effort to get into ungodly shape that i was in before my father attempted to ruin my family by leaving, as sticking around for twelve years just did not do any justice to the institution of domestic easter european violence
i visited a friend in the hospital today
the psychiatric 911 center specifically
i think all is fine, its just hard for anyone to switch countries and then grow up with no values in a country such as this one
what happens is that the person gets consumed by emptiness. shit, i've been there look how happy i look in my profile pic
yup thats a side effect of living in the east side of the world when you are little and then living in the west side of the world when you are grown up,
so my sub point is
"STAY OFF THE WEESSSSIDE YOU CRAZY GANGSTA BIATCHES OR I SHALL BUST A CAP IN THAT ASS AND THEN PROCEED UPON THE GETTING OF THE MEDEIVAL UPON ALL OF THAS SHIZZAT"
More importantly, to sum things up: i figure if i end up in Holland when im an old man i shall have a joyous and complete existance making teen sixteen DVDs with legions of surrogate mothers with whome i shall breed an army of darkness who will shake the very foundatoins of this world, leading to a dark order that shall last at least two years longer then the THIRD reich and will collapse in a mass murder/suicide of all stupid white people.
but my point is that legalized prostitution is an excellent revenue for any state that is having trouble balancing the budget, and that basketweaving is an excellent hobby for all people to take up, espessially thirty year old virgins who think that watching a movie while cuddling with me requires a guilt trip email the next evening and a thesis on the need for a greater spirituality amoung hot young males and all males in general
so, choosing to not be an emotional pin cushion or one of those stress relieving "choke bitches snakes", or being a bitch that just gets choked when someone needs to take the edge off and they FORGOT their heroin in the self lockin dash of their Lotus and are too fucking drunk to either fuck or find the keys to their lotus, or are too 'out of it' to remember that its a keyless retinal scan system", (comma)
I am not being the gimp, and i am moving on to someone younger
who um, plans to have sex at least sometime in their lifetime, someone who eats with their mouth full and is a snappy dresser, someone like geneva or black cat, but lives in MY shitty city.
someone that will not press charges

oh yeah, she also felt that i was to young, not skinny enough (she has no curves if u know what i mean, and plans for her children to share and inherit the same horrible fate), and she also thought i should get braces or something called a retainer for the gap in my teeth, ugh, talk about hang ups.



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Hope you had a great Thanksgiving. Went relatively well for me; nothing all that unusual, just kinda glad I got time off from school for a while to laze around and not do much. How's Rochester treatin' ya so far?
Your journal entry is hilarious. I have friends from Croatia and Bosnia, whom I've known for quite some time, and their experiences, especially in the war, always interest me; they're all really cool people.
Anyways, hope you have a good time. I'll be looking forward to your next entry; keep in touch!!