I had a good time out tonite
but i guess i cant always be happy out, something sometime must go wrong. Well i guess tonite is one of those nites. I had a spectacular time at spot coffee where i made fifteen dollars drawing middle class couples and handing out the sketches. I also met an attractive voice talent whose a christian scientist, christian scientists are like people who have a bible that has some test tubes and a microscope in it. They also have a fully working liguid/solid/gas chromatograph, and an electron telescope in that sucker. And if they ever pull on a rip chord, the bible turns into a small hovercraft powered by a nuclear reactor and a legion of born agains. I stayed soo late that they gave me two cookies that they didnt sell and didnt want to throw away. Aftarwards i went to Vertex to chill and draw a girl that i really liked. Well i drew her all night dancing, talking, and chatting, and then i wanted to talk to her so she would just avoid me and play hard to get. I was cool with that, but then when i wanted to give her my best sketch, i asked her if i could have a few moment of her time like a proper gentlemen, she completely blew me off. I've been alone for two years now and i cant really say that any girl has really hurt me in that time, but i really felt like i was blown off unjustly. I didnt really hit on her or do anything lewd and obnoxious, and i felt that i was ignored for no reason other then her playing with my feelings. I guess i realized tonight that i really liked her, and it really hurt to be ignored by someone you go to a club to draw. I also was soo furious at the rejection that i forgot my new jacket in the club and walked to my car in the freezing rochester rain. The bartender is nice though and i left it behind the bar so im quite sure i shall recover it. Well, better get to sleep. I actually have to go to church tomorrow to talk to the parents of a girl who is one of my models for my upcoming movie project. Life really sucks sometimes, even if you are trying to do the right thing. I need some hugs over here, the meek dont always inherit the world. Maybe i should be an obnoxious american asshole next time. That would get her attention.
check out a sketch of her in my pics section
her name is Emily
feel free to email her and tell her how pretty and beautiful she is
sirenrose@nyc.com
but i guess i cant always be happy out, something sometime must go wrong. Well i guess tonite is one of those nites. I had a spectacular time at spot coffee where i made fifteen dollars drawing middle class couples and handing out the sketches. I also met an attractive voice talent whose a christian scientist, christian scientists are like people who have a bible that has some test tubes and a microscope in it. They also have a fully working liguid/solid/gas chromatograph, and an electron telescope in that sucker. And if they ever pull on a rip chord, the bible turns into a small hovercraft powered by a nuclear reactor and a legion of born agains. I stayed soo late that they gave me two cookies that they didnt sell and didnt want to throw away. Aftarwards i went to Vertex to chill and draw a girl that i really liked. Well i drew her all night dancing, talking, and chatting, and then i wanted to talk to her so she would just avoid me and play hard to get. I was cool with that, but then when i wanted to give her my best sketch, i asked her if i could have a few moment of her time like a proper gentlemen, she completely blew me off. I've been alone for two years now and i cant really say that any girl has really hurt me in that time, but i really felt like i was blown off unjustly. I didnt really hit on her or do anything lewd and obnoxious, and i felt that i was ignored for no reason other then her playing with my feelings. I guess i realized tonight that i really liked her, and it really hurt to be ignored by someone you go to a club to draw. I also was soo furious at the rejection that i forgot my new jacket in the club and walked to my car in the freezing rochester rain. The bartender is nice though and i left it behind the bar so im quite sure i shall recover it. Well, better get to sleep. I actually have to go to church tomorrow to talk to the parents of a girl who is one of my models for my upcoming movie project. Life really sucks sometimes, even if you are trying to do the right thing. I need some hugs over here, the meek dont always inherit the world. Maybe i should be an obnoxious american asshole next time. That would get her attention.
check out a sketch of her in my pics section
her name is Emily
feel free to email her and tell her how pretty and beautiful she is
sirenrose@nyc.com
You'll see.