vickyknockers

Opera music and famous literature have entered my life in a very special way.
Sometimes I think they will serve a purpose, other times I think I am simply trying to cope.
Cope with death?
It is impossible, time is a lie, the reality is I will never be the same.

Not even after reading every single book, or memorizing every musical note.
Not even after expanding the knowledge I already have, or putting all my energy into sharing the same passions as he once did.
But the least amount of closure I will get will come after watching every movie and looking at every photograph, knowing that in the end that is all they are.

A movie and a photograph.
A moment in time that once was.
A moment in time that will never, ever, come back to me again, no matter how much pain it casues me, or how many tears I cry to cope with it.

So many months have passed already, although not a moment has gone by.
But the one thing that I need the most in the world is for you to help me through this difficult time.

I wait for you but then I remember that you are truly gone.