Engagement is official.
How shitty can my life become at this point? I'm not quite sure, but I'm reaching another sad low.
Unfortunetly, my life has returned to that sense of disorder and disrespect towards others as I am unable to think straight past my head spinning.
There is so little I can do to change this, and so many things I need to think about.
Again, my theories of hatred towards me are confirmed by my mother, when no one cares how this constant disruption to my ever-changing daily life will curse me bitter and forever depressed.
I wish I knew what stability felt like.
How shitty can my life become at this point? I'm not quite sure, but I'm reaching another sad low.
Unfortunetly, my life has returned to that sense of disorder and disrespect towards others as I am unable to think straight past my head spinning.
There is so little I can do to change this, and so many things I need to think about.
Again, my theories of hatred towards me are confirmed by my mother, when no one cares how this constant disruption to my ever-changing daily life will curse me bitter and forever depressed.
I wish I knew what stability felt like.