vickyknockers

All lies.
5.6 pounds have already be shed.
Add this to the list of reasons why I'm awesome.

Proms out.
Don't even get started on all the reasons why girls are bitches.
New tattoo is in tact though, although the diet has already done to shit.
Hopefully I will have better luck this week.

Operation starvation has begun.
Hopefully with more success.
Prom, although not my own, remains an excuse for unnessicary purchases and outragously big hair.

Beautiful.

Being fat means low self-esteem.
Unwanted option.
1 pound, 2 pounds, 3 pounds, 4.

10 maybe?
I'm looking forward to that 16 year old vicky body that sexified my uncles wedding.
I rocked that dress babe.
It shall rock again!

The body is drained of interior sin.
The body is full of since hating repenting
The mind desires ruption of the body, of the soul
A deadly desire to sit on ones locket
A deadly desire to feed off their heart.
Nothing makes sense, the eyes see only a blur.
The blurs of society inside a dead mind.
The blurs of society are the entire...
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wandering stars speak nothing to a wounded heart.
she is broken, but she doesn't know why.
constantly aching, surrounded by the smell of rotting souls.
broken bones and swollen eyes.
she has met her ultimate defeat.

First tattoo, april 24th!!!

sooo excited.

I stumble along the winding road.
It holds nothing but confusion.
My body aches, my soul is tired,
these feelings just won't die.

At first I hated those pretzel chips.
Now I cannot stop eating them.
Talk about amazing banana bread.

Returning to reality is not fun in any way.
My alarm clock didn'y go off this morning.
What a shitty way to start the...
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Yay g2 license!
Sympathy pass?
Definately.

Oh well, I can offically drive on my own.
I'm amazing, yo.

I hate people.
Espeically stupid, childish people.
My friend, for example, her 19th birthday is coming up this friday, and me and several other people have been busting our asses to make all of these plans that she 'claimed' she wanted to do, and now, 3 days before the big event she doesn't have ANY form of I.D? No passport, no license, no photo health...
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the ceiling fan freightens meeko.
i hate meeko.

no i dont.
she just hurts my feelings.
when you're not around she call me fat.
and stupid.
and sometimes she even strikes me. violently.

meeko has anger management and a drug problem.
but that's on the down low.
we're supposed to say she's vacationing with paublo.
who also has a drug problem by the way.
i...
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Jurassic Park is a wicked fly film.
Due to my new obession (these occur regularly) I now have the ringtone.

My cell phone is the coolest cell phone ever. Be jealous...

Plus, I have a gas leak?
I may wake up dead, please miss me. <3