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last week
really
really
sucked

but then i saw my friend in kansas
ate some mongolian barbeque
and had some theraputic conversation
made some decisions
and i'm doing much better now

life looks just a little rosey again

thanks to those of you
who chat with me
and generally encourage me
it means a lot

now off to do some web work
and chat
and...
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esme:
Never heard of Mongolian barbeque
Don't chat

I'm no help at all. frown

But glad you're feeling better.
girlrobot:
I'd love to talk to you on the phone sometime. I'll give you my phone number next time we talk smile
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ok
i had an epiphany yesterday
while slightly stoned
no less

i've been trying
so hard
to put my life back together
to put myself back together
but i've been doing it
completely wrong
it's like not knowing what you really need to take on vacation
so you pack a monstrously suitcase to the brim
for a two day trip

in a lot of ways...
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bisou:
that makes a whole lot of sense. you put it eloquently. enjoy the drive, and enjoy the talk...
analogcolor:
Kansas sounds so far...but I guess not as bad for you.
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sorry
that i've been slackin'
on readin' y'all's blogs
this week

busy
and sick
bleh

but i'm better now
so i'll get to it tonight
'til then
toodles....
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so
kerry conceded ohio
sometime after 0400 Central
when i went to bed

and i'm pretty sure
that i have strep throat
so this is like
the best day
ever

as they say in australia
shit fuck all....

update: i really do have strep throat - huzzah!
analogcolor:
You made a comment about a website on my journal...I was wondering what you meant. Did you mean hosting or design? I need to build my own website some time so I have something to send people but I keep putting it off untill i build my portfolio. Maybe some day.
kit:
Thanks for commenting on my debut set biggrin

hehe thanks so much!
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so today was crazy

woke up with the flu
nasty fever and aches
quickly became delerious
spiralled into a horrible depression
called my ex in tears
*sigh*

then a good friend
brought over some theraflu
and chicken and stars soup
and i was much better

but i'm still not sure what was up
with that weird depression shit
*shrugs*
i'll blame it on the fever...
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brite_red_scream:
awww....hope u feel better...at least u have people to take care of you and keep u company kiss
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played some guitar today
rock on
also ran errands
rock on
i now have food
which is very good
and gas in my car
both necessities

some web work tonight
then some "real" work tomorrow
but it's all good

sorry i'm not more exciting wink
what are everyone's plans for next weekend??
i'm going to ku
to see a friend
sweet

later all....
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saffron:
my plans for next weekend are less exciting than your journal update wink

hope ya doin' well. btw, my costume was the strawberry shortcake. gotta get some use out of it!!
ponette:
thank you.

blush

You know, I don't think I can still be President AND be a Suicide Girl. miao!!
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and just like that
another weekend is here
more drunkenness
more debauchery
this is the life we choose

and next weekend
i'm going down to Kansas
to see one of my best buds
my
how i love to get around

everyone have an awesome weekend
and don't do anything i wouldn't do wink
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olsen:
No chicken soup!! I'm vegan!

I'm not sure it's actually pneumonia, but I'm prone to walking pneumonia, and I feel the same way I felt last time I had it....my lungs filled with fluid....dizzy and incoherent.....
hello_kitten:
Excellent biggrin

Pope says what's up? We're tight like that.

You really do get around. Slut.
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update: halloween party pics are up!

well
i'm glad i'm not the only one
who has trouble waking up
sleepiness loves company

like the new profile pic?
it's from my par-tay
more pics to come
when i get the cd from iamlost

so
since klaire asked what i do
i am a network engineer by night
and the ceo of my own web design/programming company...
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brite_red_scream:
love the pics!...how i luv seeing people's creativity shine through costumes hehehe... you made an awesome indiana jones by the way! and i guess i'll have to school your friend on how to use long whips biggrin
ponette:
Aww, sweetie. You are so cute. good pics. wink
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and now it is morning
and i have been up for 24 hours
yet again
gotta love the night shift

so
question
how long does it take everyone to wake up?
i mean
actually be functional?
i'm curious
because i can sometimes go a full 2 hours after "getting up"
without really knowing what i'm doing
is that bad?

with that said
i will go...
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ponette:
Well, I just woke up and it's 5:55 PM here. Just kidding.

Takes me about five minutes. It's the getting to sleep that's a problem.
kay:
It takes me at least 2 freaking hours to become functional...or 2 cups of coffee....usually best in combination.
I auto pilot myself to work. *shrug*

What do you do if you do not mind my inquiry?

~cheers
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i'm sitting here in front of a roaring fire
typing away on my computer
i can't overstate how happy i am to have a *real* fireplace again
i just love wood fires
especially on a cold rainy day

so i saw my psych again today
they talked me into going up to 60 mg of paxil
which i have mixed feelings about
but i'll try...
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_tab:
thanks smile and yes, vodke = puke
kay:
Indeed, how times change. smile

Remote locations do change you, and in odd ways. Though dragging a corpse home would definitely amuse all of us on the Ice enough to warrant a fight over who got to take it home.

Take care of you.

~cheers