vicedriver

"in my room
i want you here
now i wanna
be your dog"
iggie pop
said it well

but how can you want
anyone so bad
when you've never even met?
does that mean
that i am in love with an idea?
or is this how
it is supposed to be?
complete
deep
sudden
trusting

i hope
that this is how
it is supposed to be
someone falling out of the sky
and into your lap
who is exactly who you wanted
exactly who you needed
who understands you
and loves you
the way you are
no changes

i hope so
"i want so badly to believe
that there is truth
that love is real
and i want life in every word
to the extent that it's obsurd"
the postal service
speaks my feelings
i want truth
i want love for real
i want life
in every word spoken
and unspoken
excitement
newness
comfort
feeling

"please, please, please
let me get what i want
this time"