vicedriver

first
for those of you
keeping score at home
i accidentally
deletely my last entry
oops
life goes on

more muse action
on brittany's journal
love it

i think
i feel better
than i have
in a long time
that is to say
i actually am feeling
something
and it is not
all bad

do i alarm you
with my frankness?
with my revealing?
or am i only pretending
to reveal
because that is how
i want to be seen
i never know

but i do thank you
those of you who write
who seem to care
about someone
they barely know
and can only read
it means a lot

because i thrive
on humanity
on contact
whether it is physical
or emotional
even over a distance
a thought can be felt
despite the space
that seperates us all

you all should have
a wonderful night
a wonderful life
as much as possible