vicedriver

a combination of
listening to nick cave
and reading pirsig and kant
puts one in a bizar mood

i feel restless
and not the usual restless
which scares me a bit
i feel life-restless
there are too many questions
the ones that never go away

but i'm not really depressed
that's different
that's apathy and crushing exhaustion
no
not that
just restless
like i want my skin to come off

but this is an adventure....