vicedriver

thanks to all
for the birthday wishes
i'll write you all back
promise

got to see my daughter
on my birthday weekend
best present ever
even if i did have to pay for it

what day is it?
my circadian rhythem
is fucked again
i think morning
might be my real morning
again soon though
hopefully

maintain
maintain
oi

consciousness
stretches out
dotted with divisions
dreams and hauntings
starts and stops
take it all in
before you leave again

i'll be in dallas
this weekend
if anyone wants
to hang out
holla back yo

cheers....

where have i been?
"the mind is a light train
to unknown trashscapes"
indeed

i think
i finally
understand

the crazy thing is
when you understand
you also realize
that there is
only so much
you can really do
about anything
very dualistic
this newfound wisdom

how are you?
do you have bad dreams?
do you want to feel it?
do you need to live...
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a few updates....

first
hurricane katrina
has had my attention
my heartfelt concern
goes out to anyone
affected by the tragedy
or who has family/friends
who were affected
for real info
go to http://www.nola-intel.org

i'm headed to new york
this wednesday night
again for work
not much time for play
but it will be fun

what's that?
a light?
at the end
of this long...
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i'm in kansas city
this weekend
so
if you're bored
and there too
let me know

laters....

one step
at a time
that a boy...

tampa was fun
though hot
goddamn hot

off to charlotte
this weekend
nothing to do
on sat or sun
so if you're around
gimme a shout
think i'm going
to the evening muse
on sat night
sounds interesting
500 miles to memphis
country/punk
heh

you can't
always get
what you want
but if you try sometime
you...
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in tampa
work and fun
office and soho
huzzah

no time

wait
that's not true
there is time
and there is stress
and worry
and unbridled happiness
roaster coaster
(of love)
or is it?
not sure yet

i'm off
to dallas this weekend
if you want
and you have the number
you can call me

cheers all....

weekends rule
parties where everyone gets naked rule
hot tubs rule
rum rules
cloves rule
sleep rules

good night....

wow
time flies

bonfire of the vanities
is a fantastic book

inexplicably
i am extremely
h-o-r-n-y
yes
very much so

work is
well
a lot of work now
but it's better
somehow
actually "owning" something
"i put that together"
kinda nice

sailing sailing sailing
lots of that
which is good
but now the wind
she goes away
usually until september
i need to move
somewhere...
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long days
shitty sleep
nightmares
mixed consciousness

but still
getting better

on a walkabout
this holiday weekend
wisconsin
chicago
back to iowa

if you have my cell
you can call it

party on....

comin' back around now
sorry for the lapse

so
what happened
over the last few months?
well
i moved
i got promoted
twice
i went to new york
i went to chicago
i went away
i came back
i think i might
be here to stay

this summer is fine
with the heat and wind
breezy days on the water
and evenings in the sand...
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