BAKERSFIELD, CA (again)
Living vicariously through my own eyes, I can watch my life as a detached observer. I am safe as long as I don't get too close.
Dreams
In dreams we are unencumbered by reality, our thoughts are free to roam the boundless playground of imagination, traveling on without destination. In dreams there are no consequences or need for caution. In dreams desire breaks the shackles of morality and mortality. In dreams the subconscious mind blissfully ignores the pain of life. In dreams there are no delusions only possibilities.
Todays Random Thoughts
With so many voices rambling on in my head, its hard to understand what anyones saying. If they dont stop, I may have to start thinking for myself, and who knows where that could lead.
If there is a God, I hope to one day stand before him and hear him say, regarding my life, What the hell was that all about?
I once lived in a place where everything made sense, where it was safe, secure and sane.
I had to move though, that place was boring as hell.
Sometimes life is like a joke that I just dont get, and the punch line leaves me more confused than anything else.
I have an unrequited love for musical talent.
I think palm trees are very arrogant.
On the south side of the highway between Stratford and Shakespeare, Ontario, theres a 15 tall clock. I wonder if it still works.
Todays Lyrical Excerpt
Chris Cornell - Cant Change Me
Suddenly I can see everything that's wrong with me
But what can I do
I'm the only thing I really have at all
Living vicariously through my own eyes, I can watch my life as a detached observer. I am safe as long as I don't get too close.
Dreams
In dreams we are unencumbered by reality, our thoughts are free to roam the boundless playground of imagination, traveling on without destination. In dreams there are no consequences or need for caution. In dreams desire breaks the shackles of morality and mortality. In dreams the subconscious mind blissfully ignores the pain of life. In dreams there are no delusions only possibilities.
Todays Random Thoughts
With so many voices rambling on in my head, its hard to understand what anyones saying. If they dont stop, I may have to start thinking for myself, and who knows where that could lead.
If there is a God, I hope to one day stand before him and hear him say, regarding my life, What the hell was that all about?
I once lived in a place where everything made sense, where it was safe, secure and sane.
I had to move though, that place was boring as hell.
Sometimes life is like a joke that I just dont get, and the punch line leaves me more confused than anything else.
I have an unrequited love for musical talent.
I think palm trees are very arrogant.
On the south side of the highway between Stratford and Shakespeare, Ontario, theres a 15 tall clock. I wonder if it still works.
Todays Lyrical Excerpt
Chris Cornell - Cant Change Me
Suddenly I can see everything that's wrong with me
But what can I do
I'm the only thing I really have at all
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I had to drive forever. The traffic sucked. I couldn't get a parking space or a cup of coffee. Josh drives me crazy and interrupts me all the time then wants to know why I'm not done yet. I don't get paid enough.
The job didn't change ... I changed!
AND I went back there yesterday for several hours ... and then had Vietnamese food in Echo Park. How could I not appreciate things like that? But I didn't used to. That's all I know.
I hope you are having a super fantastic dayl Where ya headed to now?
~Suzy