Friday Aug 18, 2006

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Denver, CO


I'm still alive.

It's been 8 months since my last update, time sure flies when you're having fun.

I see I still have a few friends, thanks for not booting me.

Well, I'm going to try to get back into being on SG. I'm on the road again, have been for a few months now. So, that'll give me many hours of nothing to do but think of stupid things to blog about. Unfortunately, nothing really comes to mind right now.

so...see ya
suzy_kabloozy:
Well, I see you changed your profile completely. It makes me a little sick to my stomach, to tell you the truth. But so did seeing the old stuff, too. I mean, it's damned if you do, damned if you don't, I guess. I wanted to back up all the journals that you wrote that catalogued our love affair, because those were like love letters to me ... but I haven't been able to read them without crying. It is just very complicated. I hope you will leave them intact until I am able to. It would mean a lot to me.

It really does sort of crush me to see that Suzy no longer is your crush, what you're into or what makes you hot. I suppose one day I'll get over it, huh? I'll tell you this ... it won't be any day soon. I still think of you every day ... well, more like every hour.

73 days sober today. It's just normal to me now. And $4,117 for that accident. That and you leaving certainly were some lesson to be learned for my anger.

Hope you're doing well, as always, and hope one day you will still change your mind.

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