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Sunday Dec 19, 2010

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Wow, my mind spaced and I honestly forgot today was the 18th. High five to me. Thanks to those who have taken the time to check out "Playhouse". If you haven't seen it yet, you can do so HERE. And remember, Apocalyptica is still hanging out too.

Health Update:

To start off with, THANK YOU for all the kind words of encouragement I have received. I have good and bad days, I just have to admit I'm tired of fighting something that no one has a cure to.

I had a ton of emails asking exactly what I'm currently battling.

The simple answer to that is this: we don't know.

My symptoms are all over but remain consistently the same. Severe abdominal pain of (mainly) the left lower and upper quadrant (though it is all over), extreme nausea resulting in lack of appetite, constant vomiting, slight chest pain, spitting up of blood, etc. I'm severely weak and NOTHING will stay with me. It's not like I'm not hungry; I'm craving so much crap its insane. It's just almost pointless for me to eat because it a) shoots pain through my stomach when I do and b) will come back up 20 minutes later. I feel like I'm shrinking. My clothes aren't fitting and my boobs have reduced in size.

To further show you guys what I mean, I have a few photos under spoilers. Be aware, I feel the way I look right now is a bit disturbing so please go in with an open mind and understand that I'm ill. I in no way condone looking like this when you are my height (5'11").

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


For reference:

One year ago, around 128 lbs:



10 months ago, about 124 lbs:



Last week at 114 lbs:









This morning, weighing in at 110.5 lbs









ANYWHOOOOO

Got shots from a shoot I did back before all this started to occur:













Totally random but I like them a ton!!!

How is everyone's weekend? Stay safe on those wet roads, LA. One week left in the Holiday Shopping Slammer!!!

xoxo

V

VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
anguis:
bellas fotos, bella t love
kiss
Dec 21, 2010
nacho1:
HA! HA! Nice!!!
Dec 23, 2010

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