vianca

"Am I making you proud of me?
'Cause I know you can hear me.

You were too young, too fast for you to go
and now I don't understand why.
I can't stand to watch a mother and father cry.
I look up to you."

Watching grown, fully tattooed men cry is a difficult task.

I don't want to talk about the fact that she's gone because frankly, it doesn't seem real. I just want to talk about the memories and good times and her.

Lauren was, and still is, a beautiful light in my life. To see her go at her such at such a young age is a reality I refuse to acknowledge but it has brought all of my friends together in such an amazing way. Its nice to have another version of a "family" to be around and to know she did that is something else entirely. She held us together; now, we have to do that for ourselves.




(Thanks SeanHill)

Thanks everyone for the kind words and condolences. Myself, as well as my friends and family, are dealing with this the best way we can. This is hard.

Have a good holiday weekend.

All my love,
V