Story time...
First and foremost, I miss SG. Like, ALOT! I'm not sure if I want to get back into modeling for SG or what but I do know I sure as hell miss talking to you all on here. This site may piss me off at times but dear Lord, I have met some AMAZING people off of here who I am SO fortunate to call my friends. As a New Years 2010 Resolution, I promise to be MUCH more active on here. You guys are the best.
Now, onto the upsetting part of this blog. I got alot of emails asking for the story of the breakup and it really doesn't matter. He broke it off with the "its not you, its me" line (not even kidding here, he literally said that). Since we were living together and I was his bands tour manager, I lost the guy, my house and my job all in one blow. I think for me, its the timing thats super fucked up: 2 days after Christmas and a few days before New Years. Awesome. Once it occurred, I got my shit and drove to Central Oregon to stay with my mom. Its beautiful here, and very serene, which is what I need right now.
Since all this went down, I decided to head back to Southern California at the end of January for a bit. Im going to stay with my sister and just be with friends and family because they really are the best support system any girl could ask for.
In the long run, I obviously want to stay living in Portland, however, I have no place to live up there at the moment. This situation threw me for a loop and was in noway expected. Hopefully I can figure it out as time goes on.
Heres a repost of the photos from the last blog, as well as a few others for fun:
Here's to starting 2010 completely fresh and completely new. How was everyones NYE? I love you all!!
xoxo
B
First and foremost, I miss SG. Like, ALOT! I'm not sure if I want to get back into modeling for SG or what but I do know I sure as hell miss talking to you all on here. This site may piss me off at times but dear Lord, I have met some AMAZING people off of here who I am SO fortunate to call my friends. As a New Years 2010 Resolution, I promise to be MUCH more active on here. You guys are the best.
Now, onto the upsetting part of this blog. I got alot of emails asking for the story of the breakup and it really doesn't matter. He broke it off with the "its not you, its me" line (not even kidding here, he literally said that). Since we were living together and I was his bands tour manager, I lost the guy, my house and my job all in one blow. I think for me, its the timing thats super fucked up: 2 days after Christmas and a few days before New Years. Awesome. Once it occurred, I got my shit and drove to Central Oregon to stay with my mom. Its beautiful here, and very serene, which is what I need right now.
Since all this went down, I decided to head back to Southern California at the end of January for a bit. Im going to stay with my sister and just be with friends and family because they really are the best support system any girl could ask for.
In the long run, I obviously want to stay living in Portland, however, I have no place to live up there at the moment. This situation threw me for a loop and was in noway expected. Hopefully I can figure it out as time goes on.
Heres a repost of the photos from the last blog, as well as a few others for fun:
Here's to starting 2010 completely fresh and completely new. How was everyones NYE? I love you all!!
xoxo
B
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denie:
I'd like to see long hair on you
krallman:
Oh my god I love that picture, babes!