It's such a strange and exciting feeling when you know you will be touched by another human, a beautiful woman, a brief lover later in the day. It's not a feeling a lot of guys experience (knowing without a doubt you are getting some). We never know 100% if we are getting some when we wake up. Women have the power, as they should.
In this world, the world of escorts and girlfriend experiences, a guy like me overweight, not very attractive, and kinda goofy ( okay really goofy) can get the girl. Can get that human touch we all grave and desire. I talk about this world a lot because I support sex work. I know it is real work and at its core is the ultimate customer service job. I am also not ashamed of how I seek out and find my human touch. I love how this community is based in sex work. I mean look how hard these ladies work on thier photos, thier presents here, and supporting each other.
I have tried "vanilla dating" and I suck at it. I am shy, tell to many dad jokes, try too hard, and the list goes on.
Tonight for two hours the world melts away as I get lost in human touch. I read a lot about self care and how important it is. And to me this is the ultimate self care present.
