vforvanessa

i have discovered that i am feeling well.. the urge to go out on the town and do something out of the ordinary. maybe its my inner party animal yelling at my inner student saying.. "Why the eph have you been working so hard??? we need FUN"... so i think that i shall listen to that voice today/tonight... drunken stupor sounds about right... but it would also be nice to meet someone new. the last someone new that i met on a 'drunken night' i still talk to every now and then, but mostly on msn.. what with him being a fulltime student and all. so i just don't know... but for a lack of a better description of this moment in my life.. i'll just quote a comment i made in Dubhglais's journal earlier today... (sorry Dubhglais this part'll sound VERY familiar...haha)

"right now i have the continuous urge to go out and do something completely random.. out of character if you will. sort of... something that i know would get me into trouble, whether the trouble be my mental state... a drunken stupour or a risk to my emotional state... i have the urge to change.. and let whatever happens happen. maybe that's what i'll do... or follow your lead and take a walk... walks are good for the clearing fo heads."

and i'm leaning more towards the drunken stupor.. very much so. i've even taken steps already to make sure that i'll have a ride home. so i won't die. haha.

i'd better go get ready, since they'll be here shortly, and i really don't want to go out looking like yoga class... *shakes her head* yep, i rock.