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Blahhhh life is confusing. I hate it. But I'm sticking through it. Living each day as it comes along.

I cried this morning. I found a ticket stub to the last movie my ex and I saw together while going through my purse. I absolutely hate him, and to be honest, wish he would die. But I can't get myself to get over him.

I'm going to Michigan soon to visit a friend. I absolutely love going to visit him. He's a plastic surgeon, so he lives pretty richly. But he's the nicest guy ever. He's offered to fly me up and let me stay at his wonderful house. I can't wait. My busy schedule is stopping me from leaving right now. Mostly work related.

My cousin had her baby last week. A little girl, 7lbs. 12 oz. Going to visit them next weekend.

Have I ever mentioned how much I love my family? I realized that recently. As crazy and fucked up as they are, I love them.

Oh! and I'm incredibly relieved! My car payment is due in like, 4 days. I mailed it off today, so I'm good.. but I was scared about my funds in the bank. They're pretty low at the moment... and since I'm paid hourly, and took off 2 days this week for being sick, I thought I was going to lose that much money. But I didn't! I got my full pay for the week.

And I talked to my friend about designing my sleeve. He agreed to do it for me, so I'm excited about getting that started.

I need something big to happen. Something life changing.

And I still stand by my statement. Michael Schumacher has the sexiest voice ever.