Ah hell, it's all over, she doesn't feel anything anymore. F*CK the world 
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oninotaki:
Go to her. Get on a bike and Go!. If you hit water than stow(sp?) away on a boat! Go to her and quite your job because you only have X time and it is better to spend X time trying to get to the one for you then to spend it at some lame ass job. So go dont even reply, pack your bags and go!!!
vestril:
she doesn't want me there, and is always working--the only reason I had time to spend with her was because she was on vacation (and even then I only was able to budget a piece of it.
I would love to go to her...I dream of it, but it would hurt her, because it would force her away from school. I refuse to hurt her. Maybe one day I can have her...but the truth is that I don't think I'm ready for the level of relationship we could have.
She is as right for me as anyone has ever been. When I do get to have her, I want it to be right and I know I would ruin the relationship at this point. It's just easy to get so sad about it, because she was so right for me, and I HAVE to vent to someone, and it's her or here.
Good try, and it cheered me up to know that someone is reading anyway
Thanks
I would love to go to her...I dream of it, but it would hurt her, because it would force her away from school. I refuse to hurt her. Maybe one day I can have her...but the truth is that I don't think I'm ready for the level of relationship we could have.
She is as right for me as anyone has ever been. When I do get to have her, I want it to be right and I know I would ruin the relationship at this point. It's just easy to get so sad about it, because she was so right for me, and I HAVE to vent to someone, and it's her or here.
Good try, and it cheered me up to know that someone is reading anyway
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