vestril

Go to her. Get on a bike and Go!. If you hit water than stow(sp?) away on a boat! Go to her and quite your job because you only have X time and it is better to spend X time trying to get to the one for you then to spend it at some lame ass job. So go dont even reply, pack your bags and go!!!

she doesn't want me there, and is always working--the only reason I had time to spend with her was because she was on vacation (and even then I only was able to budget a piece of it.

I would love to go to her...I dream of it, but it would hurt her, because it would force her away from school. I refuse to hurt her. Maybe one day I can have her...but the truth is that I don't think I'm ready for the level of relationship we could have.

She is as right for me as anyone has ever been. When I do get to have her, I want it to be right and I know I would ruin the relationship at this point. It's just easy to get so sad about it, because she was so right for me, and I HAVE to vent to someone, and it's her or here.

Good try, and it cheered me up to know that someone is reading anyway Thanks